Zombifyme

I don't know who I am when I'm not sad Its utter bedlam and driving me mad I want to know joy to wake up smiling not just be a toy these troubles are piling and I don't know escape I want to run but my soul just aches I want to be done but I don't know how so I guess I'll sleep now.

Its scary that I think about needing love or demise I don't really doubt that either would suffice. I don't really care for this place these humans that dwell here but sometimes my heart picks up pace and usually my emotions get seared. I fall for people often but never have I found real love I am always forgotten and never seen as enough. Yet I pray Death come take me away from here give my life its final sum and hold me ever so near. Death must be a lady cuz I seem to be her plaything... I'm not suicidal but I am really tired I want something final because in depression I'm mired. I don't care for temporary I want something forever somet...

I see you standing there Right in front of me just like destiny. I hear you say you care fills my heart with glee more than you can see. But I know better to fall again oh I know its true won't be me and you. I can feel it start again I know that I'll be blue its just due. So please just help me to see that we're not meant to be because I am falling Desperately into this fallacy of you and me. So just let  me go...I hear you talk about him and I know I can't show My feelings that brim Whenever your voice flows so I have to go. Because I know better to fall again Oh I know its true won't be me and you My heart is achin It'll be him and you ...

Once upon a time there was a boy with a big heart He loved everyone and everything so much. Then one day a girl asked for one little part His heart fluttered at her touch So he agreed and gave it to her gladly She received it and started kicking it like a ball She didn't appreciate it at all sadly. Telling everyone it was a bet and that was all. The boy hurt but he grew and healed But he was never the same... Then one day another girl asked for a piece The boy gave it without a thought of his pain She kept it and let it wither till the beating ceased Not feeding it the love it needed The boy left everyone and his feelings receded... The bo...

MartyrI knew when this journey began I'd be taken through hell And no matter where I stand It was my soul to sell I lost the sight as I grew old Every time I'd fight I grew so cold Trying to hold the light torn from my bones I'll be the blight the enemies know. Because the sun will set The moon will rise You'll forget the tears in my eyes But you'll live on through my demise So just get up and rise. Torn away from all love I knew Born a way that death came soon Sworn my sword thinking nothing to lose Adorned this weight as your boon To the weak I grant you my soul To the strong I give you my whole And when I die I'll have reached my goal S...

Chapter 1: The Wish for Peace“C'mon slowpoke!” a petite brunette with fair skin and vivid yellow eyes ran around jubilantly prodding her tall muscular companion “Attlus hurry up we are almost to the village!” “Alright alright Sarah! No need to keep jabbing at me I'm hurrying!” his sapphire eyes gleamed at the electrified  girl.  “Man you'd think you were starved for attention or something.” “You know I just love meeting new people! Oh I wonder if we will meet some Hypello? Or maybe some Ronso!? OH OH OH I would love to meet a Guado!” She stopped and screamed a high pitched squeal “WHAT IF WE MEET SOME AL BHED!?” she started dancing around ...

Monster...Vicious and destructive You are the venom Striking at hearts Your cancer is inductive You pile a harem As my world imparts... You don't care Why don't you die? You steal air And I won't cry... This line is severed And I'll never be tethered...

Dig and rip keep going push further let my blood drip as this pain is searing things become clearer As I see my own crimson. I want to die the tainted son... the one who is left to cry don't pity me everyone hates what they see... and I don't even know why...

The room is so quiet... but I hear so much... My mind on auto pilot... it longs for your touch... its been nearly a year since you and I split my heart wants you near but you are the one who quit... I wish I could purge you from every corner of my life I wish I never knew the slow pushing knife that was your love... then I could still be above...

I know you ended it saying you didn't love me but the equation doesn't fit and I'm not the only one to see. So I'll try harder I'll become the best I'll run farther I'll never rest until I have you in my arms again back to a place to begin.