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growing up by yuzi-12, literature

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growing up

When I was twelve I loved my dad The pulse of my heart was because of him His arms were a towering fortress That I thought would fight for me. I couldn't tell the difference between a hickey and a bruise. Rye was only a swaying grain in the fields. When I was twelve I thought my dad loved me. On the day I turned thirteen The phone didn't screech until the next day. Slurring his words with whiskey still on his tongue, I could hardly understand his apologies. With tears trapped in my eyes, I lied. Said it was okay. When I was thirteen I loved my dad. When I was fourteen I loved a girl. My sister became my brother And my brother lost a father...

You always tasted like alcohol by yuzi-12, literature

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You always tasted like alcohol

I Can’t remember much since you've left. Mainly foggy memories of me stumbling for the next bottle. My grandma tells me it breaks her heart to see me drink. But she doesn't know That I drink to replace the taste of your lips. And I’m just trying to get addicted to something besides the way your whole body trembles when I touch your thighs. I will keep telling myself that by emptying the bottles, it will replace the empty void that fills me.

First time by yuzi-12, literature

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First time

I have had many things stolen from me. From the simplest things. When I was 5 my first play station. 7, my first kiss. And when I was 14, my first time. Most people imagine their first time as this beautiful moment, Candles on the side of the bed. Marvin Gaye playing in the background. And this perfect collision of bodies. Like during a sunset, The way purple and pink clash so beautifully. And that absolute moment of pleasure. But instead of screaming his name, I was screaming for help.

Lately by yuzi-12, literature

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Lately

Lately I've found myself wishing that I could light myself on fire. As every inch of my skin peeled off and turned to ash. And all of this ache and pain would be less then this flame engulfing me. Lately I've been keeping secrets. But these stains on my sheets won't wash out. And these bruises won't fade, These scabs won't heal. I'll paint my nails red so my mother won't know. But no mixture of soap and water could wash away this shame this guilt. Lately I've found myself wishing that I could light myself on fire.

Curiosity Killed The Cat by yuzi-12, literature

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Curiosity Killed The Cat

There was a girl who was rather small. She never said much, In fact nothing at all. She would sit by herself, all alone. All alone, Alone with her box.No one really knew the contents inside. No one really knew what she had to hide. Only she knew what we all wanted to know. We wanted to know, Know what was inside the box.She never seemed to let the box go. Our curiosity seemed only to grow. Till one gloomy day we stole it away. We stole it away, Stole the box.Only now was the time we began to hear. Only now did it all seem to be clear. That was the moment everyone knew. Everyone knew, Knew what was inside the box.We heard the loud beating o...

They Don't Know by yuzi-12, literature

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They Don't Know

They think that they know. But they don't fight these battles. They have a place to go. They don't live among these shadows.They say that they care. As I sit here alone. When they're never even there. As I'm shifting in my bones.They say that we want attention. Though all I want is someone, Who gives me compassion, Doesn't make me want to run.Because every day it is the same. They won't let us rise. They beat us and they call us names. While society ignores our cries.They'll tear us apart. And all they do is sit and stare. Does nobody have a heart? To ever think, ever care?Do they ever think of us? And all we go through. We have no to trus...

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Forget Me Nots

Think of me Think of my eyes Think of my hands running through your hair Think of my song resonating in your ears Think of the sensations of our lips pressed together Think of our fingers intertwined Think of my body pressing against yours, my hot breath against your neck Think of my love, your love Think of our spirits together as one Think of me always .Don’t forget me.

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Roses

Roses I cry roses The petals slowly falling from my cheeks White tears of loneliness Petals, bruised and cut Scars of emotionI bleed roses, too They seep from my wrists, My mouth Crimson petals pouring from every orifice Graceful in their tragedyI’m full of flowers I want to let them out But I will waste them if I doThen you come along You pick up all my petals You weave them through my hair And say, “Give me your flowers” “I will make beautiful things out of your sadness” “I will make you happy”Now, the roses bloom in full They heal my scars They dry my tears Beautiful buds flourishing from every part of me You keep them and make beautifu...

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About yuzi-12

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Deviant for 14 years
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I try all kinds of art. key word: try. I really do poetry and photography, but when I do traditional art, I don't really have great talents there. I am working though. practice makes perfect. :) (Smile) Thank you.

Favourite Visual Artist

Vincent van Gogh

Favourite Movies

The Great Gatsby

Favourite TV Shows

Sherlock, Doctor who, Supernatural, Skins

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Mumford And Sons, The Beatles,

Favourite Books

The Great gatsby

Favourite Games

Conkers Bad Fur Day, Animal Crossing, Pokemon

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo 64

Other Interests

poetry, art, eating, and sleeping.

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yuzi-12

Jul 27, 2015

Bored

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Sorry ive been really inactive lately, school and I haven't been doing much writing recently. But I'm bored and found this on tumblr....so....what was your:   last drink: H2Olast phone call: My dad last text message: my best friend. last song you listened to: Pity Party -Melanie Martinezlast time you cried: Like 2 days ago. I hit my funny bone have you ever: dated someone twice: no been cheated on: nah kissed someone and regretted it: YES lost someone special: like died? no. been drunk and thrown up: Nope list three favourite colours: Purple, pink, and yellow. in the last year have you:  made a new friend: Kinda sorta. Yeah fallen out of l...

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yuzi-12

Jul 25, 2014

Been a while.

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Well to start off, I won't be using this account as much, mainly because I don't have the time. I will still post art and poems and like, so no worries, just not as often. (It never really was that often anyway) How ever, I will mainly be doing poetry now with some photography. I really wish I could show y'all some of my digital art that I did in Graphics, but sadly my teacher has the files and I never saved them to my jump drive. Well, I hope you have a lovely day.

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yuzi-12

Jan 18, 2013

Snow?

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Well I haven't been on here in a while so first off I wanted to say, i am not dead. Not yet at least. This snow might freeze me. because some sort of magic came and made it snow for once. Also I have some very exciting news.Guess who got one of their poems published in a book.THIS GIRL!!!!I was so excited when i found out and I don't really think any of you would care but maybe you do.But sadly I have exams all next week. Which means i am going to fail all of them and fail all of my classes! Isn't that just so exciting. I am so bad at school this year. I think my brain died. Just died. I failed a test on soil. HOW DOES ONE DO THAT?Anyway s...