Yumi-San1688

I occasionally log in here to show people what my old drawings look like, or do a re-draw The art itself is what I'd expect, but the way I used to talk/write is super yikes and cringe, lmao. I've since been diagnosed with ADHD and autism spectrum disorder, not an excuse, but I think it contributed to how hyperactive and socially-oblivious I was being. I think the other thing is that I had no real concept of what I was talking about half the time (tossing around words like r*pe all willynilly and being super insensitive, etc). Reading my old posts in current time definitely made my jaw drop, haha In general, there is just such a huge disconnect between how I used to write, and how I am now. If you asked me what I was like in 2009 or earlier, I would tell you I am the exact same person. But when I read those old journals, the mindset and even the writing style is extremely different from how I currently am. It doesn't feel like I'm reading my own writing. It's so insane. A

I haven't been on here in YEARS I think I completely moved over to Fur Affinity Deviantart got too fancy and I fit in alot better on FABut I didn't leave here intentionally it just gradually happenedSO WHAT'S UPHere's what happened since I've been goneI attended and graduated beauty school Picked up playing guitar (still learning) Got an insulin pump, something I thought I'd never do Improved a LOT on my art Broke up with my last boyfriend and got a new one, planning on getting married (again something I never thought I'd do!)I feel like I  haven't accomplished anything in life but looking at that, not to shabby!Sorry for all the un answer...

I get IGNORED.I posted a pic last night and no one has commented on it.  Normally if I post something on any other site, it gets at least two comments a few moments after I post it.Thank you everyone for your comments in the previous journal, I really appreciate it even though I didn't reply (had trouble thinking of what to say).I'm trying to finish up that fursuit commission today but I need soda or an energy drink!  GRR I got woken up early and I was in a deep sleep...  stupid people.  They must have shaken me at least 10 times till I finally rolled outta bed.  I still feel like I'm asleep.Blegh.