WillfulIntrospection

Don't want a blank reflection...

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Erase You by WillfulIntrospection, literature

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Erase You

If I could simply erase you.Make you go away.Why then-Everything would be perfect.I'd be alright if my best friend wasn't around.I'd be alright even if he said he loved someone else.I'd be alright when all of my friends never seem to be alright.No one seems alright, these days.And through it all, you're the one constantly unchanging.Did you have to ruin everything?Did you have to make my small joy go away?Why couldn't you be the opposite, instead of repetitively bringing me down because of your hate...Why couldn't you be bring me up because of the good things?Why couldn't you be happiness... instead of this ugly word named depression?

Please Understand by WillfulIntrospection, literature

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Please Understand

The brightest of rays the warmest of hearts the sweetest of words could not console me.Friends are not my relief, But the weight to my beliefs I should repay all the saving graces the joys the peace brought to me, by them. But instead My mind cannot share in moments of cheerTo cheer me up is to tear me down, so I run. away from the core the love that chokes me with burden sympathy rather than the reprieve I so desire.

Of My Being by WillfulIntrospection, literature

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Of My Being

You are the knife to my longing the thorn to my rose the rust to my swings the salt to my wounds.how is it...someone I hate so much is the only one I have left? My emotions surrendered my joy diminishing with the sight of you.The future of you, the existence of you.To where does my love my happiness my care disappear to?Stealing the good in me, You disintegrate me. Amplifying all the hate, sorrow, and despair, of my being.

Ma Belle by WillfulIntrospection, literature

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Ma Belle

She sings, With the joy of a child. High notes, Laughter, That pierces through, Healing the pain. Her smile, Is bright and strengthened, From battles struggled, And won. A warrior unknowingly, Resilient for pulling through. Her yearn for kindness, Touches all, Even those past her years, As captivating as a Bleeding Heart. However, She is much more vibrant than a flower, A great heart, Mind of intelligence, She gives out her love, Despite uncertainty of its return. Her heart is winged, Full of good intentions, Purity, Positivity, That she still brings, Even to me.

Ill by WillfulIntrospection, literature

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Ill

So what? We’ve done this for so long,I can go on.I am so used to it. Its ok,I guess this is as close to happiness as I will have,You can yell at me again.And you can hate me, all, over again.Because my heart is already darkened. You don’t have to beat it, You don’t have to lie to it,The damage is already there.It’s ill, I am ill.So you don’t need to give me tissue, Or medicine, Or attention,You’ve broken my heart, As if it can be fixed by such a thin piece of paper, With half-hearted intentions.

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Ma Belle

Ill by WillfulIntrospection, literature

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About WillfulIntrospection

Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Aug 13
United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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Uhh... Sweating a little... Well hi Deviants!!Welcome Thank you! Thank you! to my profile Meow :3 you can see I enjoy anime and draw Nod it myself! :happybounce: I love to see people follow their dreams La la la la Because, mostly everyone has a dream!!! :squee: I draw, listen to music Singing , write many stories and poetry Argh! Stupid writer's block. , and I like animals! There's sooo much I like to do I've got too much work to do. I will be nice, thoughtful, stubborn, but never harsh!^-^

Current Residence: (stares into space)and that's where I'm at in the USA.
Favourite genre of music: All
Favourite style of art: Still life and anime(mainly mangas)
MP3 player of choice: Android phone?
Favourite cartoon character: That mouse wit tha round ears!(Micky Personal Quote: "Desire for the reflection in the mirror, to be more than a past and future echo, it will be the present" Basically, who you see when you imagine yourself.

Favourite Visual Artist

Koge Donbo,Clamp, Yoshiki Nakamura, and Arina Taemura

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

All kinds! maybe all!

Favourite Books

Song of the Sparrow

Favourite Writers

Cassandra Clare, James Patterson, Michael Grant

Favourite Games

Harvest Moon series, Fire Emblem, Final Fantasy, Skyrim

Other Interests

Music:piano, acoustic guitar, flute

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WillfulIntrospection

Jan 9, 2018

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

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Oh wow, oh wow! It's a new year! And I didn't submit any art for Christmas or New Year's! But I plan to, I did participate in art challenges like Inktober and Huevember on other social media such as Instagram and Pinterest.So for that... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Everyone's been saying 2017 was a terrible year, and considering we had bombings, shootings, and so many celebrity deaths, not to mention the personal turmoil going on within everyone's own life... it was ahhahaa. So hoping everyone is doing better or well, even old friends who I never speak to anymore on here because of this thing called LIFE and DISTANCE or just ...

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WillfulIntrospection

Oct 31, 2016

Trick or Treat

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Browsing the shelves, Costumes and faces, I see the others, running through the aisles. A mask of anonymity, A face of humor, All are gathered, To share in the night of horror! --- No surprise but uh... It's Halloween! I think I'll watch spooky movies and eat candy. It's going to be a blast to see trick or treat-ers, and even just collect candy! Some people have told me to be safe, and they're right. Even though it's a fun time, it can be scary. Makes me wonder, just when is one too old to trick or treat? Like say until you're 30? Too old? (Because I mean, If I do end up going...will I be terribly ridiculous, when I just don't want to ...

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WillfulIntrospection

Jul 30, 2016

CurrentThoughts

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It was a warm day.She glanced over to me and whispered."What has become of us?"I looked to the ceiling, pride swelling in my chest:"We are homebodies. What is so wrong about that?" as I swallowed another large spoonful of Chunky Monkey.Serenity and...bliss.---Anyways, Life is peaceful, I find myself always staring into space thinking lately. I miss my friends, XD. So I won't delete my account, because I feel like even if I'm looking into the world of them, even with such a minuscule view, I'll be content. It's enough, but how odd since it feels like a promise I shouldn't break. Perhaps they weren't as significant to them as they were to me...