As the title states I am mainly AWOL right now, my mind is too distracted and numb, sad and angry I can't focus on anything. This week has been very hard and taxing on me, but more so on my family.The basics are my Grandfather is passing, it can happen any day now. I've traveled six hours to get home earlier this week to see him and spend time with Nan to comfort her and keep her occupied but it wasn't easy.I didn't like seeing him like that, but it hurt more leaving him, but I am old enough to understand it was going to happen. I just want him to go pain free, like he wants, like my Dad, step Mum and Nan want. I love you Grandad. I am go...