I AM SORRY By no means was my intention to “run away” with the money. I swear.
I did not touch it, not even a cent as I stated in the rules: I will not use the money until I finish the commission so in case something were to happen I would be able to refund you. I feel ashamed. I never thought I'd be so irresponsible, never crossed my mind. You have every right to be mad at me. I was weak. I would like to apologise to all of you, my commissioners, hoping that someday you all will forgive me. Sorry. My intention was to finish the commissions yet my life was a mess, I was slow and my anxiety was lurking in the shadows. It ended in failure.
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