TrainxEve-Fan

At first I thought losing you was just temporary. You'd wait up in Heaven with Uncle Mark and Tara and Stanford and Grandma Jackie and Grandma Connie and Grampy Doug and Granny Annie and Grandpa Gene. I thought I'd lost you for a little bit but not forever. I thought I'd lost all of them for a little bit but not forever. It hurt so much when you left that I wanted to rip myself in two but I was comforted because you wouldn't be gone forever. But I was wrong. Losing you isn't temporary at all…because I never lost you at all. You're there every time I feel a cool breeze on  a too-hot summer day Every time your granddaughter smiles Every time...