I am the dull strange
star waiting on the brink,
night rising in a rush
a thick black line rushing up and over
the rind of us--my hardened skin, my oak unmade
and soft damaged innards
pure elements oozing from the superheated blue
eyes slowly glazing, life ablazein a fire that took the fireand the shell is only chemical
hurtling along alone, learning not to tryand trying not to feel the cosmos
anymore
The Scientists.We remade our eyes of plastic
because we can wipe them clean
without pain: at night our skin
has been fitted with lights and we
altered the chemical pattern
in our brains to forget ourselves
or maybe the rest of you,life is hard without numbers
to describe it because the Earth
is an irregular rock floating somewhere
inconceivable: and I am even more
a mystery, a contradiction seeking
a definitive despite the logic
of entropy,the only continuity
is none.The Activists.I'll rewrite us again. We are nothing
but an idea of the issue and its
resolution, the bum sleeping in the back
of a truck or your quantum physics class,
always ...
waking up to blind-sifted dawns
viewed from a couch angle
cricking wasted neck.
this place now a palace
of my unkempt regret.
or a mausoleum.my realest truth these days
is your eternity;
i've been burning light emitting diodes
into my faulty memory
in hopes that penitence
is rewarded in your athenaeum.femurs folded fetally,
never more alone
than when together.
never build a trust
on me, for i am proven
to be unsure underneath
my sternum.choose your words carefully,
sharply. i'm an archery target
in the form of an open heart,
and though you're drawn with
all your strength, i'll swallow
your contoured face
and all prior mistakes
and in my fa...
there’s something breathing on Ganymede
deep in the galactic
spiral abyss
[a box in the attic hiding
the heat from our anodized secrets]yet whatever happened to the achromatic?
before being juxtaposed with ‘crowd control’ in the epoch of this human spike/whose remnants line our sunken roadsand invective innuendo screaming
down carbon-fiber nanotubes
has prepared us for our second
encounter with senescence
appearing live on television
so all can be amused
Vacate! And disentangle
from the old familiar shadow-works,
from slim Siamese deflecting light,
from facets miring in our clock-face
from the tribal hum of sheetrock,
recurrent trumpets maddening
our corners of the cosmic cog.Separation is the rite of birth,
discovery and flight!
Head north and west, for higher sky
and find a porthole, red summer stone
where winds will rush through the fleshmaker’s mouth
slowing our feral, atomic brume
to the comfortable gait of gravitons
dangling just beneath our soles
in the Garden of the Gods.
Every swooning blade of grass vindicated.The deep blue silence of a turning wheel.A precise number of fireflies in the apples.The coiled jealousy of all reptiles.The palsy of a prisoner's first sob.A tranquil sorrow in a dog's ribcage.All faces obliterated from the moon.Nirvana observed among smooth pebbles.The slough of mountain summits in decline.Every planet reprieved of its orbit.The ecstasy within a mandala.The space between spaces.Honing the blade by passing through it.
we are never
touching--
none of us.
every embrace
is a microscopic
romeo and juliet
performance.and I wonder,
if we are living on earth, an electron,
and the sun an atom of an arm
is offering comfort,
then maybe,
the solar system adjacent
is the atom of another's shoulder
trying desperately
to feel the other'sskin, warmth, love.and there is something scary about that
there is something scary about that
there is something awful
aw-
ful
about how
when you are crying and I am cutting the
stream off at impasse
it is impossible for my atoms
to push against your atoms
it is impossible for my being
to more than mingle with your being
and in the...