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As you can see by me still posting art, I'm still alive.  Just haven't been journaling much here. But a fair amount of stuff has happened in my life. My hands: After lots of disappointment with my specialist, I went back to my GP, who sent me for some further tests, including a neck xray, in which they found some disk narrowing. So she started me on a mild muscle relaxer that I take before bed and it really seems like it's making a difference. The times I've had the worst problems while taking it are when I'm having anxiety attacks -- so, when I'm really tense. I need to go get this looked into further, but we may have a winner. My career:...

So, as the addition of new art to my gallery would imply, I am no longer 100% incapacitated. I am currently able to draw for up to about an hour at a time, depending on the day.This is both great and not great.Being able to draw at all again has been...healing. Emotionally. In full seriousness, the few months in which I was able to do so not at all were...quite possibly the hardest and most desperately miserable of my life. Now I have that outlet again. To some extent.However, I'm not better. My tendinitis continues to be rather sporadically problematic. Some days I'll draw for what I am certain is too long and go to bed dreading a morning...