In this room where time doesn't pass
the sun doesn't mean a thing
continual darkness
seeping through the thin clothI touch your skin
Your thoughts, your words
a string through time
causing the edges of the dark
to shimmer and waveI'm almost awakeWhen I see that sunrise
I can't imagine now how beautiful
When I see it
I will put the dark in an envelope
I will hold it to my breast
until it permeates my beingand only then
can I wake
and walk
into the sun
And I don't think we're so much different.
And I don't think you're so much better.
Maybe the moon shines brighter in your black cold eyes
Maybe your heart grows heavier every time a friend diesall encompassing intensity
You live your life with
and everyone else
gets to be jealous.and well we can cry for so many damn reasons
And we can can cut you out for any small treason
but you'll always be pale
you'll always be droll
You'll always be boring
and listless
and dull
I am invisible. Invisible to her anyway. Should it matter if anyone else thinks so? It wouldn't be any different if i were her imaginary friend. Now that she no longer believes in me, I cease to exist. She can't see me, I can barely see myself. I am slipping away. The less she thinks of me, the less I think. The less she tells her parents quirky anecdotes about my personality, the less I am a person. The less she scribbles my name in tight little circles around her medical bills, the less I am named.
I drove tabor mountain today. To sit on a picnic bench. It was overcast and all I could see was gray and clouds. I groped underneath the ...