SpirituaReborn

by the way, im starting a new account named after my youtube file: Landofsymphonia.see you there!

wow it's been so long since i wrote my last entry in june 2006. that was a hard year for me, but things are getting better everyday! things havent really changed, but im learning to accept things i cant control or change and to enjoy the little things in life. i wake up everyday excited and ready to go! its really great. god works in amazing ways, im so thankful for him! anyways this is just a little update and i will draw more now this year so here's to the new school year and to all the good things!

Well, summer's almost here. I've come so far...but I always feel like I'll never make it. God must have some pretty big plans for me if he's going to put me through this pain. I just can't take it anymore...i'm decent looking, fairly smart and just about your average girl...but i hide alot behind my smile. I'm not suicidal...though i do think it's just natural for a human being to want an escape when things get tough. No worries, killing myself is the last... -no, it isn't even an option. I wouldn't do that to myself. I wouldn't die with such a pathetic life behind me. If i'm going to die, it's going to be a life worht dying for. ok, now i...