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2023 is wrapping up, and I wanted to share a few things here. This year has been quite different for me, especially regarding what I do here. Some time ago, I was overwhelmed by a lot of negative thoughts. New artists emerged and grew much faster than I did. Seeing them with bigger numbers made me feel really down. I pushed myself to the limit, trying to create new art faster and faster, aiming for more followers, likes, and commissions, but it just didn't work. This led to anxiety crises and maybe even depression. I felt like a drawing machine, soulless, and on the verge of breaking down. I almost gave up drawing, thinking I wasn't cut out for it. But this year, I embarked on a new path in my life. I switched from engineering to arts in college, trying to become a true artist by studying and practicing more. Those who know me personally say I found myself in this course; I genuinely feel good studying this way. However, to stay mentally healthy, I had to completely disconnect from