You know the saying, "when life gives you lemons, make lemonade"? Well, I'm making a very poor lemonade at the moment.First of all, my mood and temper is not to be trusted at all. I snap at nothing and everything and I can get a freakin' panic attack from missing the bus or less.Second, my mother has had much more contact with my (ex)stepfather than I'm comfortable with. Luckily that's stopped now, and she's entered the dating zone again, which isn't much better if you ask me. I need things to be stable now more than ever, but it feels like there's an emotional earthquake at least every other day.I'm nineteen and less independant than ever...