And repairing a broken heart.
I have new colleagues
I don t really know how to describe them, they seem nice but I can't really describe them, probably I'll need more than a week/month to accommodate and learn their names and get used to them.
Right now I'm having stomach pain as always, heart pain, dizziness and a slight fever
. It has been going on for over a day now (I've been really sick for the past two months I guess), and it won't go away, I can't even eat because I'm afraid of vomiting. I guess this is my way of dealing with problems, my body reacts while my mental state stays healthy
. So sometimes when I'm mad I prefer hitting stuff and yelling to get it out of my head, and it help a lot
keeps me from going crazy, I've started to be proud of it, and learned to control it and only use it when I am alone. I'm not afraid of what I am anymore and I do not care if people accept me or not, this is me, people should like me and care about me for who I am not for who I am trying to be. My real friends know and love who I really am inside and know that I am a great person.
I just needed to get a few things out of my system, writing helps. Should I start writing literature? Romanian or English? Or both, as in translations? I have no idea.
Well, school tomorrow, exams awaiting. Damn.
Take care, love you all.