PurpleStarsInTheDark

I know there are really horrible days. I know there are moments you can’t even get out of bed, let alone imagine tomorrow. I know what it feels like to be in such a state of darkness. You fear reaching out to anyone because you’re scared of the place you’re in.

I know what it feels like to be sitting alone at night and begin questioning everything. I know you may have thoughts of ending your life. You may have even tried already and thank god you failed. But before you consider doing it again, I want to tell you a few things.

I want you to know you are not alone, even if it feels like you are.

I want you to know how much people love you. Even if you are too depressed to see that right now.

I want you to know there’s a future waiting for you, if you choose to get there. In your future, you’ll know happiness. In your future, this dark cloud won’t be hovering over you, and you will meet some of the most remarkable people.

There are many wonderful days ahead of you. This heartbreak, whatever has caused it, will end.

Maybe you’re overwhelmed with pressure of perfection and you feel like you can’t keep it up anymore. Maybe you’re the star athlete with a 4.0 and you’re always happy, but inside you feel like dying. It’s okay to feel those things. That means you’re human. And although the gift of life doesn’t seem like such a gift right now, and I am asking you not to let go right now. I am begging you not to.

You may think nobody cares, but they do. You may think those bullies who told you to end your life were right. I need you to know how wrong they are.

You’re unique, beautiful, and loved by so many. Your presence in the world, it matters. I need you to know that. And I need you to get through this. I need you not to be afraid of getting help.

Getting help isn’t a sign of weakness. I need you to walk with me through this storm and together we will stand on the other side, and maybe we can even help someone else who’s felt the way you have. You getting through this and choosing not to end your life could save someone else's.

I know you may feel alone, but I need you to remember we’re all alone and we’re all in it together.

I need you here. I want you here. And will always be with you

I’m asking you to do something for me. That letter you might have written or are considering writing as your final one, I want you to rip it up.

You’ll come out a better stronger person because of all of this.

I hope you think twice about your decision. I hope you know you’re not alone. I’m with you. I am with you until the end - and the end, my friend, isn’t right now. The way I see, this is only the beginning.

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Please send this to a friend who is in need of help.

Stolen from olivvmoss 

 1. Do you watch/read pornography?
Sometimes, it depends though...

2. Would you ever consider making (acting or directing) a porno?
No.

3. Are you a virgin?
No.

5. Happy that way?
Yes.

6. Are there any friends you've thought about sex with?
Yes, not saying who though...

7. Any of your friends you HAVE had sex with?
Yes, again, not saying any names.

8. Someone famous you would have sex with?
No.

9. Attracted to (men/women)?
Guys.

10. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yes.

11. What's your sexuality?
Demisexual.

12. Do you masturbate?
Uh, yeah. Who doesn't?

13. How often? Lately?
Very often, and yes...

14. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Either.

15. Would you choose love or money?
Love.

16. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Not yet, but I wanna try.

17. Would you rather oral or anal?
Oral, I hate anal.

18. Would you rather be the dominant partner, or the submissive partner in a relationship?
Submissive, I'm too shy to be dominant to be honest...

19. Would you ever want to be tied?
Maybe.

20. Would you ever want to tie someone up?
Yes.

21. Ever offered to tie someone up?
No.

22. Anyone ever offered to tie you up?
No.

23. Would you rather your sexual partner be shaved, or unshaved?
Doesn't matter.

24. Are you a flirt?
Only when I like someone.

25. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
My bed? I don't know...

26. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
In a tree house in a forest...

27. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Almost, but no.

28. Do you own sexy underwear?
Yes.

29. Have you ever been to a strip club? 
No.

30. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
No.

31. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
No.

32. Ever been picked up in a bar?
No.

33. Pee games?
No. What the fuck, that's gross...

34. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes.

35. Bought something from an adult store?
Yes.

36. Do you own any sex toys?
One, I plan on two more in the future.

37. If yes, how many and what are they?
A purple dual action dildo that's got 10 speeds for the shaft beads, 10 speeds for the clitoral vibration, and 24K gold plated details. Here's a link if any of you guys wanna see it. www.pureromance.com/Shop/Adult…

38. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Yes.

39. Your weakness?
I can't orgasm when a guy plays with me, (No one has ever been able to make me have an orgasm, yet...) multiple orgasms, and I think I reach orgasm too quickly.

40. Favorite features on a sexual partner?
Long hair and bright eyes.

41. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
No.

42. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yes.

43. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yes.

44. Your best features are?
I don't know, I'm guessing my eyes.

45. What's your favorite sexual position?
Doggy.

46. Would you have sex with music playing?
No.

47. If yes, what song?
No.

48. Favorite word for sex (fucking, humping, shagging…)?
Fucking.

49. Whispering or screaming?
Screaming.

50. When you want to have sex with someone, what do you do about it?
I don't know, and I don't have a man so...

51. Would you consider tying up someone and hurting them / being tied and having someone hurt you?
No.

52. Would you consider tying someone up and tickling them / being tied and having someone
No.

53. Would you rather be on top?
It's possible, but most likely would be no.

54. Sex on a holiday? (Easter/Halloween/etc..)
Yes?

55. How much would you do for your sexual partner?
Almost anything, unless they had a gross fetish/es.

56.Threesome?
No.

57. Sex before marriage?
Yes.

58. Pussyfart.
What?

59. Tongue in your private area?
Yes.

60. Tongue in your bellybutton?
Ewww, no.

61. Zodiac sign (yours, and sexual partner's)?
Capricorn, and I'm single so...

62. Tips to turn you on?
Hmmm...

63. Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
No.

64. Ever done any illegal drugs?
No.

65. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yes.

66. Ever been cheated on?
Yes.

67. Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
Yes.

68. Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Yes.