Well it's already been a year since I started posting my Gen AI creations here, so I figured now would be a good time to reflect and share my thoughts on where I'm at, on my life, on tiny ladies, and on the future of this technology.
First I need to say I never thought that sharing my silly dreams here would lead to finding people I genuinely think of as friends now, even if we never met IRL. I knew my username was a lie, but now it's almost a joke. I don't know how I could have made it this far without their support. Not to get too sappy but it feels incredible to be understood at such a fundamental level, and most of all not being judged.
I started this when I was at my lowest; I'm feeling much better now, but still the road to recovery is not linear, it's a rollercoaster and I now have to deal with the consequences of depression - not being able to work for months and having no insurance meant a great financial strain that I'm still dealing with. It's like every time I heal a part