OJU812

i dont know anymore. about anything really some things have happened and have made me question my entire life and i dont know what to do. i have nowhere to turn, and noone to turn too. so what am i supposed to do?

well things havent exactly turned out the way i wanted them too, but im happy and i have the greatest boyfriend in the world, we have a happy home together and we have Our Bella (cat) that we love. i just wish i had more direction in my life, im 22 years old, im unemployed at the moment due to having to be hospitalized with health issues in November and looking for a job, now that ive recovered. just everything in my life has been so difficult it scares me that its so easy to love Stefan nothing has been easy in my life at all and yet, loving him comes as second nature or something. sometimes when hes asleep i just look at him and it makes...