Trying to be grateful for you, but you make that hard to do,
When you treat me like a fool,
You use me… you’re so cruel,
You hug me… I love you,
Lost in your eyes, I’m such a fool,
I fall in love to much, and I get fucked up,
Here comes the substances, oh my god I fucked up,
Oh my god I’m fucked up, oh my god I’m never enough,
For anyone, I fall in love and it eventually breaks up,
Nothing is permanent, nothing is good, I ain’t doing the things that I should,
Nothing is good in the hood, love me I wish you would-
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you,
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you,
You made the first move wanting to date me,
And you made the first move wanting to hate me,
Sometimes I feel like you’re out there to break me,
Never had that kiss scene, I’m just lucky, you ain’t put yucky evil on me,
Today was one hell of a ride, you still got me traumatized,
I want you to be my bride, nah you can stay outside…
Tell me tell me tell me why…?
I should be-
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you,
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you,
You say we friends… but that’s a lie,
Friends don’t fuck up each others lives,
My love for you is barely alive,
This fallout is taking over me, girl yeah you right,
Dylana you ain’t the same girl you used to be,
Should have listened to my friends shouting warnings,
That she’s a storm fast approaching,
Now my feelings you are controlling,
Tricky girl, my love you Rick Rolling…
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you,
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you,
Give me one damn good reason, to be grateful,
(For you…)
Give me one damn good reason why I should be thankful,
(For you..)
Give me one reason why I shouldn’t hate you
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you,
Grateful, trying to be grateful, but sometimes you ain’t worthy for a thank you,
I ain’t thankful, I hate you…
Red Dot (feat. Zain, Assad and Lil_Legend) by JDT25, literature
Literature
Red Dot (feat. Zain, Assad and Lil_Legend)
[-JDT-]
Nine in my raincoat, Rasputin, poison in my lungs, don’t need to mix up an antidote,
Bitch yeah that’s how I roll, S and W to keep control, I’m great, answers mixed with a yes and a no,
Haters talk, talk, that’s all they know,
Uh hoe let’s go, try me I’ll cancel your life like a show,
Forget about you like some lost episode,
Uh, shoot my shot, don’t need a scope,
Accurate shooting out the Acura got the red dot on ya, shoot that shit grah grah,
AK kick back till my wrist break, huh, yeah… bitches on my dick need a break, (huh, whoa)
Tired of bitches playing ain’t no masturbate, silencer bag your soul, take your life away,
Swishing and dunking, on mother fuckers like I’m Michael B Jordon,
Half the shit that I own, I bet you can’t afford, whipping cooking brewing up a storm,
Ain’t a beginner like I was before, I’m not a rookie, back and claiming on Brookie,
Take a lookie look, look what I got here, shook em’ up, he ingests some fear,
Like I’m Batman bitch get this goon outta here, I’m finish with this bitch, so Charlie cleaning up the blood smears…,
I’m feeling fantastic, knock him down a bracket, uh,
[-Assad-]
Eyes red it’s like a demon in his cousin while he chase em’,
Tired n fed up with all this bullcrap it won’t faze em’,
Grinding my check all so I can save em’,
Back to this driller shit and I ain’t gotta lace it,
Pull up on his doorstep gave him 4 and then I race it,
Shots to his his head hollow tips ate him tripped on himself,
Like his shoes he ain’t lace em’,
Stood over him like pussy u ain’t face em’,
Now he lookin’ for his homie like he tryna’ trace em’,
Used to fist fight to settle differences,
But now it’s all guns to settle fates,
Can’t be caught lacking or you gon’ be deliverance,
Indifferences don’t matter fore you die before you make it,
[-JDT-]
Run up with a gun, and settle the score, we ain’t using fist anymore,
Break that bitch’s back, and then I kick her out I got bored,
Pop a pussy, and I ain’t talking porn, he fucks with me, beat that pussy up they asking for an encore,
He wants smoke I’ma give him cancer, 50. shoot that bitch now he a dancer,
Mother fucker Michael Jackson, make him bleed, he screams hee, hee,
Then he hit Billie Jean, pick your boyfriend up from the crime scene,
You miss him so much, I’ll send you up there, with his family…
Red dot no scope, uh 50. make him choke, uh,
Hit him from behind, uh, can’t let him know, uh,
That his soul about to go, uh, about to go, uh, about to go, go, go, go uh,
[-Zain-]
They say step on a crack break yo moms back, they see my cash they wanna flash,
They all on me they try to stop me got 3 ops on me bitch, make the other 2 flee, one on one pop that pussy,
Tryna escape can’t find the route,
At last, I run go to your moms house for fun,
Thinking I’m dumb got you from to top to the bottom,
Brought a condom,
I gain you lack, Aww now your sad now I’m your new dad,
[-Assad-]
See I be thirsty I be lurkin I’m a savage wit it, there are levels to this driller shit and I’m not average wit it,
I put my eyes on a bitch then I’m bound to get em’, if you fuck wit opps then you drowning wit em’,
[-Lil_Legend-]
Looking for a fight boutta come up fists hella light,
Flying in the skies like a kite, land a strike?
Don’t do shit yo can’t complete, less you want a badass streak,
Hell, holes potholes, no more homes and bombings coming by your store,
Can’t touch me, I’m the flash can’t hit me in this clash,
Yell timber as he falls his face go splat down blood and gore,
He yell for help to get me jumped, I’m goin down fighting more,
Forget the life I had, killing me gonna be a blast,
[-JDT-]
Killing me is gonna be a blast, switching lanes I leave haters in last,
Sonic I’m just too fast… can’t keep up, um attention you can’t get enough,
Um, fuck him up ruff, no bark, puppy down, her kitty out, meow, meow,
Make it purr, love the sound my dick in your mom, when I come around, when I’m in town it’s going down…
Huh, it’s going down… down, down, down…
Red dot no scope, uh 50. make him choke, uh,
Hit him from behind, uh, can’t let him know, uh,
That his soul about to go, uh, about to go, uh, about to go, go, go, go uh,
[-Assad-]
3 am its getting dark got my Draco steady bark,
Steady aimin like a narc and we set up in da park,
This no gang pull up,
And we let that heat blow tryna get out here I’m finna get the cheat codes,
Better rap it up you slump it’s time to reload,
Makin differences this shit be like a sleek road,
Shots went baow turned shit to fleet mode,
Seen alot of deaths that shit can’t faze me,
You ain’t runnin up you just ain’t finna fade me,
20 people outside they just lookin out to raid me,
Prayed to God I get this shit out God, he saved me,
Now I’m back up inna house you can’t detain me,
Ain’t no gangbanger yo gon lay deceased,
On that concrete outline in chalk,
Got 40. blowin we gon hit his face wit heat,
[-JDT-]
Red dot no scope, uh 50. make him choke, uh,
Hit him from behind, uh, can’t let him know, uh,
That his soul about to go, uh, about to go, uh, about to go, go, go, go uh,
Red dot no scope, uh 50. make him choke, uh,
Hit him from behind, uh, can’t let him know, uh,
That his soul about to go, uh, about to go, uh, about to go, go, go, go uh,
(Uh huh)
(Uh huh)
(Uh huh)
Breathe by SHOCKWAVE (feat. JDT) by JDT25, literature
Literature
Breathe by SHOCKWAVE (feat. JDT)
***Bonus Song***
(Verse 1)-JDT
I don’t know what’s happening, I need to breathe but it ain’t happening/
What’s going on? I need to escape drown myself in my songs/
Been in Hell for way too long/
So I’m still stuck with the same sad songs/
Oh… what’s wrong… still going strong/
I don’t know how, Juice on my neck, will never forget/
You, the way I will never forget her, always in my head, yeah you heard what I said/
Your unforgettable, this love life terrible, so unacceptable/
Gotta be acceptable, that I ain’t gonna love anybody like I loved you/
I’m lost don’t know what to do…/
(Yeah…)
(Hook)-JDT
I’m losing air, needing to breathe/
I’m losing air, needing to breathe/
I’m lost, I don’t know what to do/
I don’t know what’s happening(Breathe)/
(Breathe 4x)
(Verse 2)-SH0CKWAVE
I’m losing air, I don’t know what to do/
Nobody cared, and it’s leaving me blue/
Look over there, all those people being rude/
Been in this hell, it’s affecting my mood/
I can’t get enough of this, memory haunts
Finding Myself Again by 20percentalive (feat. JDT) by JDT25, literature
Literature
Finding Myself Again by 20percentalive (feat. JDT)
***Bonus Song***
[-20percentalive-]
Had me feelin like I’m livin life for nothin
Heart broken one too many times gotta stop trustin
Now I see, love ain’t get you shit, that’s only money
Bitch, you a pig go get yourself a pen
While I find myself again
Had me feelin like I’m livin life for nothin
Heart broken one too many times gotta stop trustin
Now I see, love ain’t get you shit, that’s only money
Bitch, you a pig go get yourself a pen
While I find myself again
[-JDT-]
All four oceans I’d cross for you right away,
You know I don’t play,
Seems like you don’t think about me everyday,
Your on my mind, in my brain, thoughts of you stuck on replay,
Why, oh why, when you play with my feelings like it’s game…
Switch the flow up a little bit bitch,
You don’t love me I know, time to quit,
Love ain’t get you shit, I should have known this,
Money gets you everything, and I’m rich as a bitch, switch it up for me, bitch you a prick,
So hop off of my dick real quick,
Let me breathe, for a sec
Miss Copy and Paste (Gdragon Diss) by JDT25, literature
Literature
Miss Copy and Paste (Gdragon Diss)
Make two verses, spit and curse, think you the best bitch, but no you the worst,
I’ma make sure I make you hurt, mentally with my words,
Talk about getting head, something you never gave, bitch go ahead dig your own grave,
See fingers I don’t really need to make Aaliyah squirt,
Run your mouth bitch, think you big, but you small shit compared to me,
When I write I think, I don’t spit from my ass and call it a day, and act like I’m so great,
“On top of the list” fuck out of here with that bullshit,
You never had talent and you never will, Em about to give you a big bill,
All you do is talk and fake your talent, then copy and paste,
And then claim you a copy and paster,
“And here comes another hater”
Call me a traitor I was supposed to be on your side, I read your songs and realized something ain’t right,
So I switch to the other side, cause you copy and paste this guy, and think you gonna get to the high life,
Bitch you can’t get to the top without strife, and a couple of knifes,
In your back and people trying to derail you off of the right tracks,
And don’t think I’m trying to derail you, I’m just trying to stop the train before it hits the brick wall at the end of the lane,
And you end up slain, I haven’t really done a big diss since Death Sentence,
I was taking a break, but I’m back and here’s my grand entrance,
Wait, you say 12 solo albums platinum but look who’s on their 25th, me bitch,
And don’t think I rush, my music, cause I don’t, I make her blush, write a album for my crush,
24 songs we talking, so hush,
You can’t do what I do, boy you a- or was it girl you fool, pick one side,
You a chick but you act like a guy, act so black but you none of that,
Act gang, but when the guns come around like bang bang, duck and hide looking for a safe place,
You just a wannabe bitch, I gave a warning before the diss, you read it,
And replace your name, were you really that shamed that I exposed you for the copy and paste, fake,
Rapper that you are, for god’s sake,
Quit your shit, I’ll give you one more chance to do it,
If not I’m putting you to sleep permanently and digging you six feet deep, bitch, fuck that shit you don’t mercy, so rest in peace,
Mad at who, mad at you, shut the fuck up bitch and see me and BxAxK’s views,
Bitch you copy and paste and think your so great,
Take shit from Eminem and don’t give credit,
First Lose Yourself than I Need a Doctor, you ain’t gonna get hotter,
Through stealing, bitch you dealing with some big shit release it,
And you looking at mad lawsuits, you can’t execute,
Shit, I’m toxic when I spit cause you can’t write a few lines, without you copying shit and saying it mine,
You wanted me to write a song for you, here it is bitch, stop stealing shit you fucking attention thirsty prick,
Throw the race card and say I’m mad at you cause you black, what wack shit is that?
We ain’t talking about race, we talking about your habit of copy and paste,
I love your taste in music, but it’s such a waste,
To write if you ain’t gonna be serious and take your time, to perfect each line,
You rush your shit, spelling is so incorrect it looks like a little kid made a mess,
Of the words, and guessed that it would work, bitch I ain’t trying to be a jerk,
But when you steal other people’s work,
Then I gotta slide in, and do something about it and if I gotta lay you in a coffin,
So be it,
I got people turning backs, pulling in chats,
We got rats, I got critics, people hate on the lyrics,
This ain't a diss, I text, he's caught he won’t respond, he knows what going on,
Empty threat’s, should be glad they are I could as far, to actually harm, don’t be alarmed, I ain’t armed,
Except my S & W, the more I talk, the more people leave,
I say less, more people giving him the victory,
Do wrong don't do right, I'm supposed to stay in the dark instead of the light,
You don't wanna get involved that's just fine, but remember I had your back the whole entire time,
I even dissed this bitch for you, spit in my face that's okay,
You know what, fuck ya all of ya, y'all need help kiss my ass,
Said it would be cute if I killed myself, you know that's been on my mind, actually I might do it tonight,
Shot, drug, pill overdose, or rope? If I choke I'ma do it slow,
Nah I want something that's quick,
Skittle I’m dropping you prick, you think you’re slick, I got what you saying now the past sentences click,
I pop pills, people can relate, I’m in a race with Death, I’m in first place,
And I ain’t dying anytime soon, bitch I’m staying, said it before and it ain’t changing,
It’s staying the same, I need to stay in my lane, and pick off the friend that are fake,
New standards if you don’t have my back I don’t have your, that’s for the people that ignore,
It’s time to explore things that I never did before,
Got so much stress from this shit, blowing up comments, hope y’all content,
With the meal you just ate, just came back straight,
From dealing with someone who’s living in my shadow, you talk that’s more ammo,
He thinks he’s great, everything I say, goes in one ear and comes out the other way,
I’m speaking my mind today, like I do everyday, except it ain’t the same,
There ain’t boundaries anymore, I can’t afford,
To stress, the more I do, the more alcohol gets consumed, I’m basically living in a zoo,
A monkey over there these bitches want me off the chair,
This fight ain’t fair but you won’t catch me lacking by a hair,
Make it 3 on 2 that’s fine by me, actually I don’t wanna compete with a pussy,
Talk and say your number one, I ask for proof you stay quiet and run,
BxAxK I got people that hate me listening to your shit in the back, "that's shit straight ass"
"That's who you beefing with?" I know I'm beefing with a kid, I didn't even start shit,
Pen using my style to spit, bitch hop the fuck off my dick, and make your own bit,
Go one on one, with me, I can't believe you need your boyfriend to help you get shit done,
Wait I think he changed, instead of spitting shit from his ass, he ain't late to rap class,
He in the front instead of the back, he stated a fact,
About me that's correct, I am an addict to making music, I make music all the time, that's just me at least I got a life y'all need to quit your shit, Eminem, Just Lose It,
You losing, facts you lack to prove,
Teacher to principle, you’re fucking with a superintendent, the couple’s diss horrendous,
You may have gone higher, but I still got more power, hit the alarm smoke coming from my fire,
State that I’m socially worthless not worth it, but in Soundcloud plays this kid is stuck in the double digits,
While I’m in the k’s, with plays, so bitch get the fuck Out of My Way, (Juice WRLD)
Bullied in elementary yes that was me, but at least, I got the balls to fight back instead of bitching and complaining, balls, you need to get to gaining,
Wait talk about my exes that’s a fatal mistake for you to make, I know you don’t got what it takes to break me, you claim your great, no proof, means you fake, Pen yeah you a monster from a kids story, got nobody scared, she loves my stories, go ask Glory, this bitch is failing again, bailing again, high tailing again, to avoid the questions,
I got 999 in my name to turn hell to heaven, the real ones know, the fake ones don’t,
So here I go, once again down a violent road, let’s see how big of a hole, my S & W can make in someone’s throat,
I don't need to block this kid's airways anyways, he already chokes, just look at what he wrote,
Awful fucking Insight, he can't do his homework right, when be writes,
You might have a nina to make a bang, but Weatherby Magnum, will make it shake,
Predator yeah, Pen um let's see, asking Lil, for his number, the younger, 21 I wonder?
Why he's got this on mind? Asking for a minor's phone number time after time, on rewind,
"Whining like ya D with sex" yeah I got D-Dylana giving me head, than I fuck her on the bed,
You say one more tablet to put me to sleep, than I'll know where BxAxK is yeah, getting shit done in his dreams, cause he ain't doing shit in reality,
Paying for views huh don't relate yourself to me, I don't do the same thing,
I know I have a lot of money, but it ain't worth paying for something that I get free,
This bitch talking shit, man Pen you are nothing to me, at least you doing better than your buddy,
In the hundred with views, but wait? Who's in the k's this dude,
So shut the fuck up, and let me do what I love to do, making music for all of you,
You know your down, people turning,
See one side don't see two, “my music is trash, shit, you'll never make it”, “I'm making seven year old shit”, “it's all about the likes", "you gonna kill yourself cute", "motherfucker leave Pen alone,"
Hold it... just fucking hold it, thought I'd speak my mind on this situation, but no matter what I say it’s gonna be looked for as, …. a dark statement, I say something and people take it as a whole different thing.
They don’t wanna get involved I understand that but yet some people are getting involved and than I get blamed for involving them when I never did. This was supposed to be between me and BxAxK but yet he goes and involves Viruss and Pen, Lil_Legend is involved, Skittle was in but dropped.
Other people have gotten involved but I'm not naming. I get attacked, and I'm expected not to do anything about it. I'm expected not to defend my friends, I'm expected to do the wrong thing instead of the right thing.
I got someone talking shit about me behind my back, I don't need to call names because he knows who he is. Let's talk about the addiction, he calls me an overdosing emo, and he takes it as a joke, I'm glad you do BxAxK I'm glad you hit me personally, I'm glad you decided to use the truth that I put out on my songs against me. I'm not really mad that you think I'm nothing, I actually thought about what you told me yesterday, about how I'm making 7 year old dog water shit, I was thinking about how you told me to kill myself, and that you called me an overdosing bitch. It got to me a bit, I was in my head for quite some time. But I got over it, with what I usually do to get my mind off of things, asking the Devil for some pills. I'ma keep going with my music, no matter what you tell me, what other people tell me, I'ma keep making great music, I'ma drop some friends off so I can get rid of some weight, I'm deal with my personal issues, I'ma keep fighting these demons, I'ma keep doing everything that you told me is wrong with my music, I'ma keep being me, I'ma keep racking up the views that you can't get, I understand you wish you were me, I understand that you don't like me, I don't like you, but I'm not gonna let you drag me down, say you got the win I don't care, you want me to overdose keep wishing it on me, I’m praying too.
Let’s keep going with this album! 25th album!
Weapons That My Demons Wield!
I wonder where you are,
I'm not trying to get upset by the sounds you make
I'm trying not to break,
Because I need you more then ever,
Will I never,
See you again, dreaming, of seeing,
You, wishing I could see the beautiful, view,
You are, you are, you are...
When I wake...
Every breath that I take...
Is one that I wish I could share with you,
Someone I could call my own too…
You got me captivated by the way that you move,
Let me remove, the Hell in my life,
So I can smile more, for you, you got me walking, and I ain’t walking to my doom,
Open up your heart, and make some room,
For my heart, it’s a big one,
Dance and play with me, let’s have some fun,
Baby, I wonder where you are, cause when your not with me, it drives me crazy,
I wonder where you are,
I'm not trying to get upset by the sounds you make
I'm trying not to break,
Because I need you more then ever,
Will I never,
See you again, dreaming, of seeing,
You, wishing I could see the beautiful, view,
You are, you are, you are...
I love you,
Oh, oh, oh…
-0:10-
I love you, so much and every second I’m dying for your touch,
Your my good luck, love, you leave me starstruck,
I fell in love with a star too… the stars fell in groups, that’s how I met you,
Your eyes twinkle when you're in the best of moods,
When I'm with you,
When you smile for me I can't get enough, of you baby,
Talk some more, speak, your words are so lovely,
I wanna hear more of what you gotta say, start off with how's your day,
Than we make out til it gets late...
-0:54-
I adore you..., I live for you..., floor it for you,..
Your love I need some more...
You don't know how beautiful you are,
I love you, I'll cover the cuts and scars,
Your gorgeous, flawless, you're perfect…
-1:27-
I woke up late, next to you, I got more songs than there are days in a year, let's celebrate,
You are so great, cheers,
Let's have a drink, I wonder how you think,
What’s on your mind most of the time,
You know what’s on mine most of the time,
It’s all you I can’t lie, the way you move, I love you,
Adore you, live for you, die for you,
Do anything and everything for you…
-2:00-
I adore you..., I live for you..., floor it for you,..
Your love I need some more...
You don't know how beautiful you are,
I love you, I'll cover the cuts and scars,
Your gorgeous, flawless, you're perfect…
So worth it…
-2:24-
Thank you very much for having me in the group.! I'm really glad to make part of it. If I may, I would like to share my latest music and artwork slideshow with everyone. Thank you very much. www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkJF8p…