Dear Journal,
Life has been dealing me some pretty amazing experiences, bringing into my life people who take my breath away and have taught me to stand in my power and own who I am. I am very grateful for this. There is nothing I want more than to stand in my power with the one I love, with all our dreams and plans of love.
In addition to this happiness, there have been trials along the way that have left me asking more questions than i could fathom about how I viewed life before, how I should view life now, and what I deserve in my life. I sometimes wish I could peak at my life road map and see where I should go, or at least what I should say that would allow me to be where I want with my someone special, without all the crap that I've dealt with.
All in all, thank you Universe for giving me such amazing experiences and I don't want you to stop now. I am on my way to greatness, if i'm not already there.
Love,
Michael
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Long time no Post.
Well deviant artists,
I haven't been on here in in over a year!! and I realized that I haven't been doing much modeling either, but i've been keeping up.
Ifyou'd like to fallow me where i'm more active,
my Istagram is CowboyMTJ and you can see what all i've been up to!
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Dear Journal,I'm creating that today is going to be awesome. Although, my mom did text me this morning that she didn't know where I was. I promptly told her that I talked to my step dad. I know that I don't tell her because she worries so easily, but oh well. I like feeling that I have some control over where I am I guess.I am meeting with a photographer and a female model today at four to talk about a photo shoot on saturday. i'm super excited about this because I feel we can accomplish a lot of what I want to with a female partner. IT's going to be a very risky shoot but i'm still excited.My cold is almost gone, i'm just coughing a lot ...
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I have had a cold the past few days and it has been kicking my a**. THe days have been spent with much leasure unfortunately because i've not been motivated to study. I am wishing that I could go and spend some time out in nature and take some photos. Maybe I can arrange that later in the week or possibly this weekend.Love, god, the worldmike
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You've worked hard and earned every good thing that's come to you...you deserve it & I wish you continued success & happiness! 
