I knew signing up for Ostagar was a bad idea I just knew it. Why'd I do it? Because my idiot brother wouldn't listen the fool.He wants to be a hero, a bloody knight in a story book, reaping all the glory and fame while he crushes my head under his boot. I'm the eldest you see I get all the attention. Carver doesn't like this he never has, and for the life of me I can't understand WHY!It's awful being the eldest, and let's not forget that when things go to hell it is almost always on my head. No matter what Bethany scraped her knee 'Why didn't you protect her?!' Carver ruins his clothing because he didn't listen to me about playing in the r...