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Yes I know that I'm not productive at all and thinking it won't hurt to say how's things going recently.To sum it up......NOTHING IS GOING ON!!!Well duh, aside from my graphic tablet broke after 5++ years of company and I haven't able to buy a replacement is the main cause of my absence in drawing...... Things been hard too with jobs and all.....and getting older have affecting my imagination too, sucks really.....but well I won;t bore you guys with details, nobody love reading a ranting journal anyway.For now and maybe for the rest of the year guess I will just sit back, play games that I have neglected, and sit back to watch some cartoon...

ALL LIFE AND NO FUN MAKES ME A DULL ARTISTAs what I said above......getting older is fine and all but if that means life is hammering on you HARDER while your surrounding is just kicking you around cuz YOU ALREADY OLD......sorry for the language but my life has become FACK ME!!To make things worse I'm slowly losing interest in art, making art and everything related to.....tragic since I have pursued it for 10++ years and......things just never in favor of me for pursuing it anymore I guess, even most of my time now is only filled with my effort to keep my sanity in check and sadly, art is no longer playing a big part in it.This whole year....

Was browsing through my old works again and my last journal entry, wow 2 years has passed ever since my last journal.And onto looking on my recent work......it got no same passion inside it as what I did 2 years ago. Kinda makes me sad that 2 years was spent without any improvement in my arts, although many other stuffs.....things that I cannot be proud of has taken place instead of me using those time to improve...As for what to do from now on, most likely just stuffs that I enjoy doing, and drawing or any other graphic stuffs whenever I feel like it (currently haunted by lots of my linearts demanding to be colored)And thank you guys, for...