MadameComet100

A little worried, since it looked like my parents ALMOST got started on divorce, but now everything's back to normal. There were police, the context clues I picked up led to the realization that Dad got super mad with Mom (and even threatening to hit her) during their arguments that actually DID mean something after all. My mom was about to leave and take me and my brothers with her, but all they did was drive around. We went home, and everything was pretty much back to normal. But now I can see something. Mom and Dad were actually quite miserable being forced into a marriage together for 35 years. And today, they each brought snacks (Dad brought more) to get us on either on their side and cheer us up for what was about to happen. But I know my Dad better than to ever hit Mom. I have known him to love me dearly, so I believe he just has anger issues and both him and Mom mean well. I believe that maybe I can talk to them and get them back together. But I am still worried. What if this

To heal me, To heal the hardship, The harsh pain inside me, That is making me unwell, That was inside me all my life, Built over the years, I am influenced by your touch, Yet I am shaking, trembling, Revealing my vulnerability to you, Your purrs vibrate to me because you want to calm me down, You continue to cast your spell, Until I am fully healed. I thank you for that.

Ugh, well, here we go again! Anybody who knows me at all, Knows that NOBODY knows me at all, Hey everybody, let's not take a peek, At the small gopher freak, He's the jerk with the "joke" of the week, Who needs him? Well maybe I know that I have to pretend, It is all just a joke 'till the end, 'Cause something tells me we'll be forgotten, Even worse left behind, And it sits in the back of my mind, Knock knock, who's there? I feel it looming almost everyday, (Knock knock, who's there?) Sick of pretending that I'm unaware, (It isn't Milt) Hate to admit it, but I'm getting scared, Oh... Knock knock, who CARES? Never gonna catch me acting SCARED, oh! Never cry, never scream! Cool as can be! Try to stop me if you dare! Knock knock, who CARES? Oh~, knock knock, who cares? I never ever wanna be attached again, What's the point if we'll be lost again, And everybody's annoying at best, And at worst they're depressed, I'm surrounded by idiots, Who needs them? And let's pretend