So as i previously stated in my last journal it has been about 5 years since my passion for art was ripped from my hands by a university professor who demanded i conform to a "modern style" that had been overused for years. As i was constantly told, by said professor, he was going to teach us by treating the class as an advertising firm, while constantly reassuring us that "this is what its like in the design world". He was so closed off to anything that didn't remotely represent his style that i became fed up with the "industry" and took a hiatus from the world of art. About a year after that i met the love of my life at the same universi...
Well. The day I've been looking forward to for a while is finally here.Today marks the year point of me not cutting. I can't believe I've actually gotten to this point. Especially because of everything that's happened in the last 3 months. I'm more surprised than anyone else, honestly. But I'm happy. And I'll keep going, keep fighting. Never give up.Going out with my friends Axel :iconLo-0: and another good friend Melyssa tonight to celebrate. Hopefully, if we have the money, we're going out for hookah. If not, we'll just hang around downtown. Honestly, it doesn't matter what we do. This day means the world to me and I want to spend it wit...
We could have been wanted by each other,
no longer haunted by the demons of this fucked up world
but no. We lost worlds of happiness,
sleepful nights shattered into nightmares.
We could have been stardrops and moonbeams,
the stuff of hopes of dreams
but here I am alone with nothing but the festering
thoughts and drunken memories of you.