lamorth-the-seeker

I got my driver's license!!! It took 2 tries to pass the driving part; I rolled a right on red on my first try, which is considered running a red light, and breaking the law=fail. On my 2nd try I did everything cautiously, and that damn red light was green this time.I'll be getting that Silverado soon.. I'm excited about this! I can finally leave the house without having to ride shotgun or walk or ride my bike.. Soon. I still have to actually get the truck paid for and get insurance, registration, etc.

I've set a walk-out date "walk-out" as in I'll literally walk out (unless I manage to aquire a vehicle, then I'll drive) no where specific, but likely away from people if I'm at all lucky I'll make it there safely then I can leave the world as I came, alone.

From my last entry you'd think I'd offed myself by now.Nope.I found something more valuable than depression. Well, it sorta found me. A long-time friend and former crush from high school moved back into town. She messaged me on facebook... "What's up my beautiful artist friend". My heart leapt! I replied, and to my surprise she was online. We had a convo, and some time soon she's supposed to come visit me. She seemed pretty excited, said promise 3 times and used lots of exclamation points.But.. I'm always cautious when something awesome gets near me. I rarely get exactly what I want.