LaLiPopSmack

I am very much alive and I did take a lot of time to rethink all my problems. On Friday night, I fell into a melancholy trance because of my perfectionist personality taking a toll on my psyche. If there is something I wanted to come out spotlessly, but comes out like garbage in my eyes, I will shut down and beat myself up about it for a day or two. My Cammy White costume is a perfect example. Everyone (from what I read and heard) really liked how my costume looked and kept informing me it was perfect, which I can somewhat agree. The real issue was my body. I was bloated the majority of the time and I was pissed off because of the timing. ...

For a long time, I've dealt with a lot of negative feedbacks and in one of my previous Facebook post, I've mentioned that I will take those comments and use them to improve my character. Just recently, I had a huge meltdown, the moment I woke up. And believe me, I usually don't have severe meltdowns like the one I had on Monday. I could blame everything on the lack of sleep and stress, I receive every day from work and my personal life. However, I feel like I'll be copping out and trying to turn the focus away from my personal and private past experiences. You may not be aware this but I use to work alongside with one of my dearest high sc...