LacunaePawpad

Singing to the moon

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Confusion of the Heart by LacunaePawpad, literature

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Confusion of the Heart

Confusion of the Heartmy heart sings out in a sour lullaby a friendship is gained but at the cost of another's pain a silent howl throughout the night as my heart splits in the moons dull light as tears mat my dirty fur like salty rain upon the world I doth sing my bitter lullaby into a rain filled sky as lightning cracks and thunder roars my mind doth lack the healing words to make this right and heal their pain to heal the crack and clean the stain for the moon now hides behind it's clouds as my soul cannot abide the darkening shroud

With the Night by LacunaePawpad, literature

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With the Night

with the nightin the night peace comes again with the dimming of the light my worries fall away like rain the fears I hold inside at night I let them lie for the truths I try to hide they no longer burn why the coming night brings me peace where I lay my head to sleep and my thoughts finally cease I go to where I keep the dreams that hold my heart and I can embrace my love where we're no longer apart under the stars above

Hope still Burns by LacunaePawpad, literature

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Hope still Burns

Hope still burnshowling to the night sky its all just a grand ol lie the ones who held us close they were all a false rose they looked after you and seemed to care but they turned and threw it back with a cold stare where once was love like a glowing dove there is now only stone where the light once shown but the fire nevers go out the embers still live for love will come about the light is mine to give for there is always hope as long as you keep the coals bright for I'll be your rope and I'll help the coals ignite you shall not be alone where the light once shown as long as you beleive me together we'll always be

The Coming Night by LacunaePawpad, literature

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The Coming Night

The Coming Nightmoisture falls a silent rain the ringing calls a song of pain the darknes closes the light burns out a scent of roses a pang of doubt there is no light in the new moon no reason to fight a dying tune soft silence comes ringing in the dark it calls and welcomes like a dying spark calling you away from the fading heat asking you to obey as you follow the beat for night has come and you must answer

Split Pack by LacunaePawpad, literature

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Split Pack

Split PackThe pack has split with the moonlight lit black of the night and they're out of sight silence fills the air as I'm left alone thereI'm all alone in this night it just don't feel right to be all alone here trying to drive away my fear one can't live long without the packs song sung on a quiet night by the moons calm light but those days are gone and here I sit with the dawn the light of the rising sun jerks me up and makes me run crying out to the sky asking them why but only hearing myself a song in and of itself of loneliness in a pack of the company that I lack for now I run alone craving a heart of stone

Eyes by LacunaePawpad, literature

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Eyes

the sun will rise and the moon shall fall and in your eyes I can see it all the things I fear the tings I love the ones I'm near and the sky above the guiding light that shines in you its forever bright no matter what you doa window to the soul a reflection of who you are complete, pure, and whole shining like a star its what makes us real and makes us care it makes us feel and want to share so remember to keep it clear and do not hide in fear

The Truth You Hide by LacunaePawpad, literature

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The Truth You Hide

The Truth You Hidethe secret you hold inside the secret you try to hide it pulls and it stretches and it struggles and catches trying to pull its way free trying to make everyone see until you feel your stomach twist and your heart feels gripped by a fistbut then you let it go you let the secret show the stress floods out makes you want to shout they say the truth will set you free no greater truth will there ever be for with truth the weight is lifted and the world feels almost shifted you can once again bear the weight and let go of fear and hate for the truth shall set you free whoever you may be

Musings of a fox by LacunaePawpad, literature

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Musings of a fox

A howl into the night something just don't feel right the bed is cold next to me why can't people just see I'm lonely in the night I'm waiting for the light a cry escapes from me how lonely can one man be?I'm tired of being alone a place lies as cold as stone within me, an empty place that I'm scared to face for there is no one their for me no one to call my own no one to hold me tight as I lay here late at nightwhite fur and black paws the spirit in me doth call I run deep in the night a will to scream a will to fight emotions bottled deep inside burst from within a darker side I can't keep them in so here I scream feet pounding down the ...

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With the Night by LacunaePawpad, literature

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Hope still Burns by LacunaePawpad, literature

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The Coming Night by LacunaePawpad, literature

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About LacunaePawpad

Nov 1
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Deviant for 15 years
www.furaffinity.net/user/valemosp/
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My Bio

I'm a furry, usually going by the name Ziomare Foxen or Zenzie. I'm quite a bit of a nerd, really into gaming, both video games and pen and paper. Never really know what to put in here, feel free to ask x3

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Disturbed and Icon For Hire

Favourite Books

His Dark Materials

Favourite Games

Warframe, Monster Hunter

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My fingers on the keyboard

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LacunaePawpad

Nov 10, 2018

Updating this a bit after a long while

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May 15, 2011

Only 33 people on DA can read this, can you?

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Got this from :iconFox196:I Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. OLNY PUT THIS ON YOUR PRILOFE IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAH...

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LacunaePawpad

Feb 2, 2011

Hello February

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To say nothing else, its been an abominably long and stress full month. I've done several things that I deeply deeply regret doing this month that damaged the trust of my whole family. And through my mistakes I ended up coming out to my family about being bisexual and a furry in the space of only a couple days, I revealed a love and I broke up. I've felt joy and pain and loss and confusion like none other in only the space of a few weeks. But in those few weeks I've felt a weight lift off my shoulder that I wasn't even aware of carrying. Its amazing how much a few secrets add up and weigh you down until you feel like your about to break an...