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Wow, that was some serious senior-angst. :/ Oh well, ended up going for Comp. Sci anyways. Flexibility won out over specialty in my case. /shrug Not so emo anymore.

SO. HOW ARE YOU LOVELY FOLKS? I've missed you all!

Why did I disappear spontaneously? I dunno, I just... stopped drawing. I didn't like anything I drew online anymore, and I can't scan anything in. So I just stopped uploading. I stopped coming back.

So why am I back? RackofRibs kiiiinda made me with her fit of artist's Berlin Wall. I had to go all Churchill on it and break it down. Or try, at least. So I got back on dA, and then I got back in dA just by habit. Now I'm going to try and write up a storm with PMD and hopefully really grow as a writer. I think writing Pokemon will be a challenge for me, but it'll be a welcome one.

And yeah, for a writer, I suck at writing journals. o.o;; Sorry, guys, just can't think of anything.

Have any of you run into parental conflict with what you want to do with your life? I'm deadset on my career choice and I'm STILL getting talks from my parents about "rethinking my career path" and "looking into other fields". It pisses me off. I know what I want to do with my life, and I know it's not going to be easy. I'm not going to take it lightly. I have a dream, and I will put everything I have into fulfilling it. I have another dream, and if I can't fulfill the first, I will do my damndest to fulfill the second one. I just want to do something good with my life. I know I'll be happy with what I do for the rest of my life. I've had a taste of it, I know what I'll be working with, and I'm happy with spending about 50 years doing it. I just am so sick of it. I might be forced to change my major because I can't afford the schools I want to go to. I don't want to. I really hate the idea of going into Computer Science instead of Video Game Design. I won't have as good of a chance at getting into my field, which Dad claims is "too narrow" as it is. I need every edge I can get, which is why I want a minor in Japanese Studies. I just... It's like they don't want me to go into what I want to go into, despite what they say. I feel like I'm letting them down. But honestly, I don't give a flying fuck. It's my life, and I don't want to be what they want me to be. I'm not them. I'm ME. I'm very clear to myself in that aspect. I won't let their desires dictate my future. The only thing they dictate is how much I can spend, and I'm going to make myself as independent from that as I can. I don't want to hear them talk about this anymore. I'm sick of it.

I went to go fix a pizza...
AND DEVIANTART GOES AND CHANGES ALL OVER.
WHAT THE HELL?! DX

Will update when I have an opinion about it.

Yes, this girly is no longer a con virgin. c:

Yesterday, I spent 13 hours at a convention called "Anime St. Louis." Maybe you've heard of it? xD Anyways, I only ended up going to two panels and one showing, but I still had a blast regardless. 8D

Now begins the obligatory high/low points. c:

High Point 1: BEING THERE. Seriously, being in that place was like being in a world of win. 8D I saw about seven pokemon gijinkas (including my Lugia buddy), an actual fursuiter (8D), and just a massive sea of nerds. It was the most amazing experience, and it was like the place carried an energy and aura of it's own. It was like nothing I'd ever experienced before.

High Point 2: THIS PERSON: BlondeClutz19 She and her friends did a Tales of the Abyss Group Cosplay. 8D Holy shit, MADE MY CON. (Until the guest star, but more on that later.) Seriously, seeing her and her friends made me SO HAPPY. I showed off the pictures I got of them to EVERYONE. XD

High Point 3: EPIC GAMES OF NINJA. About a dozen of them, to be nowhere near exact. Including one where I got accidentaly smacked in the boob. It was funny, and I didn't really mind- he apologized immediately, the look on his face was priceless, and he voted himself out on techincality right afterwards. It made the day interesting, and possibly more awkward. But meh.

HP4: ARTIST/DEALER'S ALLEY. Epic win. Enough said. c:

HP5: GUEST SPEAKER.
Guess who it was.
8D
TROY BAKER. Yes, people... Troy Baker. Yuri, Snow, Abel, Kanji... The list goes on and on. He was delayed six hours by a low point you get to read about later. BUT HOLY SHIT. 8D It was SO MUCH FUN. He yelled "STEEL GUARD" for us, talked about everything, and kept the room laughing almost the entire time. (To anyone who attended the panel: "Apple juice!") I was laughing the whole time, and he actually pointed me out at one point because I was filming for the first five or so minutes. He was talking and then just... "...and she is filming this ENTIRE thing and it is CREEPING ME OUT." I laughed and turned off the camera, since I was out of time anyways. c: TOTALLY THE BEST PART OF THE CON. (Notice everything that is "the best" is Tales related in some way~!)

HP6: PONYO. 8D One guy in the third row kept commenting on certain things, like how his mom is the WORST DRIVER EVER. Totally made the viewing. He kept making funny little jokes that made everyone laugh. I ended up semi being in charge of the remote and messing with things a little. That movie is ODD, by the way. T:



LOW POINT 1: TORNADO. Yup. There was a tornado touchdown in the area. c: We all got escorted into an area of the center and thrown there for about 15-20 minutes. My friends sang the Star Wars musical songs TWICE. Dx I got annoyed at that. :c This was what stopped Troy Baker from getting in in time. This is exactly how he opened the panel: "I ask for entertainment and they give me a TORNADO!" Everyone fell over laughing.

LOW POINT 2: THE NEXT DAY. I woke up this morning and could BARELY move. Dx I couldn't get up or anything. I am so goddamn sore it's not even funny. AND I DIDN'T EVEN REALLY SLEEP IN. DX I had so much stuff to do today, and then crap went downhill. It was soooo bad. :C

LOW POINT 3: ... There really isn't one. o.o



SO. I'm going to attempt cosplaying Rita Mordio from Tales of Vesperia next year. c: Possibly going to do her Seeker outfit instead of her standard one. What do you guys think? 8D?


EMILY. UPLOAD PICTURES AND SEND THEM. NOW.

1: WTF.
I DON'T EVEN WATCH LEGEND OF THE SEEKER.
But I guess it's better than Team Tedward...
Or Jackob...
Or GooGoo.
Actually, I take that back. I think I'd rather have Team GaGa than Seeker. :c


2: I WANT A LLAMA.
SOMEONE LUV ME PLEASE.
8D
I'LL LLAMA YOU BACK...
(if I haven't llamad you already)
8D?

3: Here are some awesome songs for people to listen too. c:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlXlUg…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-IpvhP…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=U79t7W…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHg5SJ…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=LH5ay1…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2spp1…
Yes. There are a lot. c:
And this is just win. www.youtube.com/watch?v=eepKO3…