JaymzIkwe

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Wine Pt. 4 by JaymzIkwe, literature

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Wine Pt. 4

Wine pt. 4 Starring Thomas Bangalter and Guy-Manuel de Homem-ChristoCurrent Era (RAM)Guy’s POVWine for breakfast. And a Vicodin. And another. And another. And another. What was I doing? I thought as I kept popping them. 8, 9, 10… I had a habit of counting everything. Steps on a stairway, bites of food, brush strokes through my hair. OCD big time. I couldn’t stop counting things. I was irked that my pill count ended at 11. Couldn’t even be decent enough to end on an even number. Fuck. I let the plastic bottle roll off my fingertips and onto the floor. There wasn’t a label on it, as I had bought the pills off the street. Pop a Vicodin, drink...

Wine Pt. 3 by JaymzIkwe, literature

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Wine Pt. 3

“Wine Pt. 3” Starring Thomas Bangalter, Guy-Manuel de Homem-Christo, and OCsCurrent Era (RAM)Guy’s POVI lit up a cigarette and sat down on the couch. A couple of sniffles and an awkward silence later, Thomas took hold of my hand and sat down next to me.“I got smoke in my eyes,” I lied to Thomas, wiping one of my eyes. I took another drag of my cigarette and wiped the other eye. A big swig of wine helped me feel better.“Uh… m-me too,” Thomas also lied, rubbing at his eyes. We knew we were both lying, but the smoke from my cigarette was a welcomed excuse.“Damn it, Thomah,” I lamented, taking a big drag of my cigarette. “What now?”Thomas drop...

The Doktor Is In by JaymzIkwe, literature

Kippe by JaymzIkwe, literature

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Kippe

“Kippe” Starring Joey Letz, Paul Landers, and Richard KruspeJoey’s POVIt had been 20 minutes since Richard left me in the studio alone, off to get more smokes and run whatever other errands he had to. I wasn’t personally working on anything at the moment, so I left the studio to wander around Richard’s huge house. I tried keep away from the bedroom belonging to Richard and Paul, warned by Richard to leave his partner be. Paul was going through a rough time at the moment, detoxing from drugs and alcohol. Stubborn Richard had taken it upon himself to nurse Paul during this difficult time. Despite all of us -- that is, the rest of Rammstein a...

Cointreau and Knives by JaymzIkwe, literature

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Cointreau and Knives

“Cointreau and Knives” Starring Flake and TillCointreau. The French liqueur made Flake gag the first time he ever tried it. Eyes watering, he choked down another drink of it, forcing himself to like it. If it was good enough for Ms. Von Teese, it was good enough for him. Not caring that his crush Dita merely endorsed the stuff and probably didn’t even actually drink it, Flake continued to invest in it. Bottle after bottle. Till couldn’t figure out why. He knew Flake was Dita’s biggest fan, but he never once put two and two together. Until one day he happened upon a picture of the beautiful burlesque model, rows of Cointreau on the wall beh...

Wine Pt. 2 by JaymzIkwe, literature

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Wine Pt. 2

“Wine Pt. 2” Starring Thomas Bangalter, Guy-Manuel de Homem-Christo, and OCsCurrent Era (RAM)Guy’s POVI woke up the next day still face down on my pillow, still angry with myself. I felt my cell phone vibrating under my pillow, probably what woke me up. I sighed and reached under to grab it. It was Thomas. Missed him several times, in fact. Not even bothering to read the messages, I texted him back groggily. What? I fell back asleep and jolted awake five minutes later when my phone vibrated again. You didn’t even read my messages, did you? Typical… I groaned. Non, I texted back. Ça va? I’m trying to forgive you for what you did you moron...

Chasing Cars by JaymzIkwe, literature

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Chasing Cars

“Chasing Cars” Starring Thomas Bangalter and Guy-Manuel de Homem-ChristoSkeptical. That’s how Guy felt when he looked over at Julian, working on a song with Thomas. Julian was helping Thomas mix some vocal work, both his own and Thomas’. Guy didn’t like it. Not one bit. It had always been just the two of them, working on everything together. We'll do it all Everything On our own… Somehow it didn’t bother him when it was Pharrell, because Pharrell was able to step back and let the boys do their thing. Julian… had other ideas. Being in a band, he needed to have control over his work. Which meant he had to work closely with the boys. Mostly ...

Wine by JaymzIkwe, literature

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Wine

“Wine” Starring Thomas Bangalter, Guy-Manuel de Homem-Christo, and OCsCurrent Era (RAM)Guy’s POVMy heart ached when I looked at him. It hurt even more when I looked at… her. How could he be happy with… her? I’d think to myself, even though they were obviously very happy together. The son they had together was even more proof of that. Well… I had a son also, but his mother and I were no longer together. Not to say we were ever ‘together’… I suppose it was just a fling. No… I wouldn’t call it that, either. Ah, merde. My one-night stand with her was an attempt on my part. An attempt to try to forget the true object of my affection. The o...

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About JaymzIkwe

Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art

Oct 27
United States
Deviant for 15 years
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"JaymzIkwe" is a moniker I've used personally for quite some time... Jaymz is for James Hetfield (Metallica), one of my first rockstar crushes ever and a man I still greatly admire/respect. Ikwe is the Ojibwe word for "woman." (At one time in my life, I was a huge "Jaymz woman." And yes, I am indeed Ojibwe.) If you want to know anything about me, just ask. If you like me enough to be my friend, ask to add me on Facebook. :) (Smile)

Favourite Visual Artist

Luis Royo

Favourite Movies

Star Wars

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Daft Punk, Rammstein, Alice In Chains, Slipknot, Korn

Favourite Books

The Vampire Chronicles

Favourite Writers

Hunter S. Thompson, Till Lindemann, Neil Gaiman, Anne Rice

Favourite Games

The Sims series, Legend of Zelda series

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 4

Tools of the Trade

Imagination. Lots of it.

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Reading, writing, music

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JaymzIkwe

Aug 4, 2017

Overdue Update Again

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Hi all! :wave:It's been a long, long time since I've last been on here. Doing okay, just busy with work. :) My last update stated that I was finally officially diagnosed with fibromyalgia. I've been doing okay with that, still some pain, but no longer depressed from it. Since then, I've also been diagnosed with lupus. It landed me in the hospital with sepsis once, but I'm just taking things day by day. All in all, I'm doing fine. Haven't really been writing, except some random Corey Taylor fic, haha. :XD:

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JaymzIkwe

Jul 27, 2014

Long Overdue Update

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Hi! :wave:Doing great the past 6 months... got a new job that I love... finally officially diagnosed with fibromyalgia (and getting better meds which means less pain)... depression is slowly letting up... still writing (Daft Punk fandom)... lots of good stuff.Just really loving life right now! :iconfatlaplz:

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Jan 26, 2014

Some Kinda Update

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So... my medication is finally helping to the point where I no longer feel like I'm dying. I still get pain flares now and then, but not nearly as bad as they once were. The fibromyalgia still causes me a lot of other problems though. I'm easily exhausted, so it's hard to stay active. I'm experiencing something called "brain fog", or "fibro fog." I don't always know what I'm doing. I forget things easily. It's hard for me to concentrate sometimes. I feel like a brainless ditz sometimes, and I've never been that way before. :hmm: As far as writing goes, it's the same ol' story. I've written quite a few things, but haven't been able to conce...