and after a few more months, i'm back again. burrowed my head under for too long i guess.anyway, for those who still care, i mean those who still want to see some of me and mine, i'm planning on burying this account of mine and start anew. though i hope we can still see each other again, i'll add everyone i remember having chatted with, because i consider them as friends, though you only consider me as one within this 'realm'.the reason behind, i think is for me to step up. i've lagged long enough that i haven't seen any improvement in my i-just-want-to-call-it 'art', and myself as a whole. you see, i want to make this a profession someday...