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there's something i'd like to discuss. if you take a moment to look at my page, you'll see that i have stated that i am neurodivergent and chronically ill. specifically, i have ADHD and im on the autism spectrum, and i am a diabetic that is dependent on insulin. along with that, i experience chronic fatigue, get dizzy/lightheaded often, and experience a lot of chronic pain each day. why am i mentioning this? well, because it's come to my attention that some people believe that they are entitled to my time and energy, simply because they interact with me and my work. while i try my best to be friendly and open, the aforementioned ailments cause a lot of exhaustion. with being autistic, i often times dont open up easily and its hard to keep conversations. with being ADHD, i am very forgetful and i tend to focus on other things that catch my interest intensely. in addition, im also just generally very shy and anxious. you may view these as excuses, and i really dont care if you do or not, but i am telling you these things as reasons to why im not always active. all i ask is for your patience, and to not demand my attention. because i dont have to give it to you. my life is too short for me to give in to those who feel like they're entitled to me. i'll just block you, instead. yes, that is mean to say. but i need to set a boundary somewhere. anyway, that's all.