Fawnadeer

I know it’s been some time since I’ve uploaded anything. I swear I’m not dead. I’ve just been going through a lot in my personal life plus getting a full time job. A guy I’ve been seeing for the past 7 years on and off or so decided to get engaged to another woman without letting me know and tried to keep it a secret from me. I had to cut off contact with him for now and it sucks because we were also close-ish friends. I see red flags in their relationship and know it could possibly end badly for them. But, anyways, because of that incident, my mental health is not good. I thought I would be more sad but I’m more mad. I kinda just lost my spark for art when this happened which is common when you are depressed. I have been trying to stay active, birdwatch, and get into nature, but no motivation for art right now. I also got a full time job so that adds to my problem. I have relapsed on eating disorder thoughts which I have managed to keep down for a few years, which sucks, but I have not acted upon them thank goodness. I’m gonna get back into drawing again. I just am not in a good place right now. I signed up to do zine themed around weasels so there will be at least 2 drawings out of that. I will try and do something related to a drawing challenge for October, but no promises. I’ll have to see how I am feeling. Thank you for reading this