FangirlSheep

I love you PoV Makoto   I looked up, and as soon as he realized I saw him, he came running towards me. He ran with a with a worried expression on his face, it almost seemed like he would start crying at any moment. My eyes grew wide. I never saw him cry. He came nearer and slowed down a bit, but he wasn't satisfied with just standing in front of me. So instead of stopping he flung his arms around my neck and hugged me tightly. I was quite surprised, my eyes and my mouth were wide open, but it didn't take me long to realize what's going on. So I also wrapped my hands around his waist and hugged him. His head rested on my shoulder, and he w...

Leaving hospital PoV Makoto   It was already late evening and I was still laying in the hospital-bed. My parents left about an hour ago, and since then I'm on my own. Of course sometimes a nurse comes in my room to check how I am, but I can't complain. I'm just fine. The dizziness from earlier is completely gone. You could even say I can't wait until I'll finally get out of this hospital. I need to see Haru, as fast as possible. Tomorrow morning they'll tell me when I'll finally be allowed to leave this hospital, and I just hope it will be soon. But for now, I guess I should try to sleep a bit. ~~ The next day It was about nine AM when ...

Flashback PoV Haruka   Again I'm laying in the bathtub. I sigh. Just today morning I thought switching off my emotions would be easy. Well, it wasn't. ~~Flashback After the training I went home, not expecting anything to happen. I can't say I was confident about rejecting Makoto like I did there, but I didn't let the feelings get the better of me. So I walked along the the street next to the beach in silence, like I would do every day. But at one moment I noticed something that almost gave me a heart attack. There was a body laying on the shore, not moving at all. 'Great Haru – now you found a corpse.', is what I thought and looked at th...

Loss of consciousness PoV Makoto At the moment Haru turned away, I thought I'd just die at an instant. It hurts. Can someone please tell me what I've made wrong? What have I done that he is like this? Should I apologize for something? Maybe, but I have no idea what I could have possibly done to offend him. But I guess it doesn't matter now. I don't want to train anymore, even though I didn't even start to do so. I want to go away from here, no matter where, but I don't want to see Haru anymore, it just hurts too much. I guess one could tell how bad I felt just by looking at me, and so did Gou. She walked towards me and looked at me like ...

Emotionless PoV Haruka   Is there some way to turn each and every feeling off? Like, really? I don't want them anymore! I literally can't handle them! Even though I like some of them, like happiness and joy, but then there are these others like sadness, which always come right after something positive. I was never a person to show many emotions, but what will happen if I turn them off completely? Up to now I never let the ones around me see my feelings, but I felt them inside me. Wonder if someone even notices the difference. So, let's give it a try right away, by walking to school without Makoto. He will feel really bad, but I don't car...