emokidnap

Wow. Almost 4,500 deviant notices and messages to go through. I guess it really has been that long since I was on last.Sorry to my few followers for not being on too actively for the past 6-8/9 months or so. I'm not too sure, it's been a while. There's been a lot to handle over here, so don't hate me.I'll try to sum this up as quickly as possible. Started school in September to finish my high school courses and get my diploma so I can finally move on to more interesting and important subjects. Failed miserably at that due to severe anxiety and depression etc. etc.. Suffered a few breakdowns over the past couple of months, one resulting in ...

So, it occurs to me that I haven't been updating much of anything lately. And I suppose that I should explain why. It's been a while, so I'll try to sum it all up as efficiently as possible.I've been dating a new boy for about six months now. His name is Kylian, and he makes my heart feel good. It was rocky to start because we had some hard-to-overcome differences in our social and private interests. But we've managed to work through it and we're doing much better now. He's currently living with me while he looks for a job and finds a place of his own. He is the first boyfriend my parents have truly liked. It's weird.I'm currently not even...

Alright, I know that I keep saying "Sorry I've been gone so long, I'll be putting a bunch of new stuff up soon, etc. etc." But, once againe, the Almighty Zeus has flipped my life upside down and lit it aflame.You see, my boyfriend of almost three years (April 1st) and I broke up not too long ago. He was getting depressed because of his shitty pick of roommate, his lack of a job (which he quit of his own volition for bulls**t reasons), and his lack of money in general (because he maxed out his $10 000 credit card in just over a month). And with no job and no way to pay off the bills, he's massively in debt.And I am tired of saying 'I told y...