DrewTheCheddarLover

Drew

WARNING! as of 09 - 08 - 24, Drew's channel moved to @DrewTheCheeseLover

where are you!!!

Look, all I want to say is I'm sorry for how I behaved and how I treated you and others. I acted like a scapegoat, seeking sympathy and attention, and I bombarded you all with my problems. I was in a bad place, constantly reaching out, and just not being my best self. But now, I'm in a better place. I was deeply depressed, had horrible thoughts, and made a lot of mistakes that got me into trouble both at home and at school. I missed a lot of work, spent time crying in my room, screaming, and even had suicidal thoughts. My first-period report card was awful, with failing grades. My aunt and grandma were especially upset, and I felt a lot of self-pity.

However, I'm making serious changes now. I've been listening to muscle relaxation videos to calm myself down and trying to interact more with others. I'm focusing more on my schoolwork, and my grades have improved. I'm trying to catch up on missed work and, at one point, surprisingly, I was genuinely happy! I was smiling and feeling proud of myself. I’m not as depressed. I’ve been taking antidepressants and other medications to help with my appetite and sleep. I’m being more serious and focusing on different aspects of my life. My behavior at school has improved as well.

I went on a trip to a college recently, and for the first time in my life, I genuinely wanted to go to college. It was a turning point for me. I’m trying to do better in high school!

Hey dude, it's me, Cody. I missed ya so much. I'm back on my main account; can we chat?

things that'll happen after GTA 6:

1. geometry dash 2.21

2. terraria 1.4.5

3. world war 3

4. DTCL comes back