DreamFun4ever

... It is better if I'm alone. It is better to not rely on others. It is better to not ask for help. I need to be better, much better than I am now. To improve my life, I have to be fully independent, perfect, help my relatives, do everything they need, work for them, work for money, and remove everything that goes against making money. I need to use my brain more for more important things in life, and ignore the existence of my disability (asperger). To become a true adult, I need to do what everyone else does: work, money, help relatives. There's no problem with that...it's the way to go. I made too many mistakes. There's no more room for more mistakes. Everything must be perfect now, else it's all over. Don't say ''there's a problem''. Say ''everything is fine'', despite my soul saying otherwise. Force doing something you don't like is the way of success. It always has been...enforcement = best way of life. There's nothing I can say about it. I have to accept it and take the