darklegends-kurai

Wow, I haven't update a journal since...(checks last album) 2009?! Well, fu#@... So what has been of me? I'm in my certain number of college (I don't want to say, but I'm telling u, its not sophomore), and I'm still trying to figure out what to do with my life. See I had been in computer engineering major, and its not what I expected at all. You really had to work everyday if u're not a like a super genius. And while I had figure out I don't love this major, I had been wasting my time procrastinating. I mean, I haven't even been drawing. Therefor, I have been flunking most of my classes and dropping my gpa down to the ground. So last year ...

Hello few people who read this, finally I've been able to update a journal. I've been so busy with college and getting used to this new life that I haven't had time to write anything in the journal for months. But I finally have found sometime to sit down and write something. So this is gonna be pretty long.Why did I say new life when I talked about college? Because technically for me, my life has change. Okay, every one's life change when they move to college one way or another, but someone's people's life change more than others. See, most of my friends went to the UPR in Rio Piedras, wich isn't that far away from their homes, or their h...

I know I haven't upload since summer but before saying how's my life on college I want to say something first. My stepmother's father died. Now I'm not gonna say I'm depressed bacouse I'm not. Strangely I don't know how to feel, it's like I feel neutral or nothing...and it scares me. I feel guilty that I don't feel even a little sad. I know she's wasn't my grandmother by blood, but she was there more than my real grandmothers. Even if I don't like my stepfather, my stepfather's family is more family to me than my real family from both parts.       We did know that she was gonna die soon. She had an advance diabities and she already had an ...