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Hello, dA. It's been a long time. I've missed you. I was a member for many years. Since the early 2000s when dA looked and felt very different when it was a fringe website and not the mainstream large art community it is today. My username was Ceara. I was active, too. I played a lot of Horse Art RPG (owned Tenebo Stud). I made some wonderful friends over many years through dA and art. Then I got sick. Very sick. Many months later, when I was feeling up to art again, I logged back on to dA. My account had been deactivated. It had been more than 21 days. I had no memory of deactivating my account. I can only assume that one of the security breaches that happened a while ago lead to my account having been accessed and deactivated. My email address had been changed. I contacted dA to ask if there were any way to reactivate my account, even if it meant all of my history, deviations and journals were still lost. The answer was no. So, I stayed away. It felt like everything I'd
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I saw on your GoFundMe you went home feeling better 9/30/21, but I haven't seen any updates from you since, I hope you are doing well my friend. <3 Thinking of you often and sending love and good vibes! <3

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Thank you! I am terrible about keeping up with my dA. But I am going well. I pulled through although ended up in hospital for about 6 months total in 2021. This year I have managed to avoid relapses entirely though, which has been great! I'm still living with pretty significant disability and very much miss being able to do things like go on hikes or out in crowds (my immune issues mean I have to stay masked). But life is good. I'm working. I'm doing art. I'm getting out for adventures :)

How are you?



Best place to keep up to date on how I'm going is probably Facebook. I'm easily found given how unusual my name is!

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I will look you up on Facebook! My name is Kera Carlson when you get a friend request from me!

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I am SO relieved that you are okay! 🤗 I was really worried for you! Keep being positive and strong my friend! I will keep sending you all the love!❤❤❤❤❤🥳🥳🥳🥳

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I hope you are doing ok, but I was wondering if you still had this kiddo?: https://ceara.deviantart.com/art/Tenebo-Nurah-258196156 I purchased her from her previous Owner FireSkip, but since your account was deactivated, it was deleted D: I know I have it somewhere, but I cannot find it. Also, I can only find her dam, not her sire or her design :(

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All yours! I'll have to do an image dump as I'm very unwell and might not make it out of hospital. But people have horses that are theirs and want to see the blood lines

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Oh no! Healing vibes and love sent your way! <3 I would love to see your babies immortalized for you <3 But I really hope you get better. <3 Would it be ok to ask for a direct breeding? I've always purchased from your stock, but I'd love an excuse to draw two of your kiddos for you and have a precious little baby from it named after you. <3 (I adore you and your name, I really do hope you get better though!)