Catherinex13

Catherine

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I Hope by Catherinex13, literature

In All Time by Catherinex13, literature

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In All Time

In all time, I find no rhyme that truly explains my guilt The words that fall, yet I don’t recall the pain that I have built.The darkened eyes and my saddened sighs I breathed my last in you. I thought the lie would pass you by, so that all you saw was true.And now the tide has stopped my stride, I’m sinking in the deep. I thought the heart I gave at start was enough for you to keep.The tears and fears from all those years they keep me on my knees. And all the days I cried in blaze yet no one ever sees.So now you see how horribly the pain is to bear. I hope someday you’ll find a way to just let me know you care…

Deep into that Darkness by Catherinex13, literature

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Deep into that Darkness

Deep into that darkness peering, Long I stood there, wondering, fearing, Doubting all, and dreaming No one ever heard the screaming.Into the light, seeing No infinite being. Just in my heart dying Honestly I am trying.Into the mind I’m falling. And you’re not the one calling Into the night I enter With terror at my centerSo to the beast I falter As I lay dead on the alter The blood pouring thickly And coming out so quicklyThis heart is so broken And nothings left unspoken The guilt is all I feel. I will never truly heal.I’m sorry you are shattered And all the pieces scattered. I know I will always be dejected Just please don’t feel rejected…

Tremblington Gate by Catherinex13, literature

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Tremblington Gate

There he waits at Tremblington gate, His eyes as black as coal.He shows dark eyes and tells great lies As he waits to take your soul.The graves around the darkened ground, He sits there quiet and dead.He shows no fear as you come near You see that his hands are red.You take a seat down at his feet And asked him why he’s there.He says no word, at least none heard As he gives you that daunting stare.The dark night that has no light With an odd feeling in the mist.And then you scream and flee the scene A severed head was in his fist.

Forgive by Catherinex13, literature

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Forgive

Forgotten, unloved, this heart, it splits. The beckoning sadness like hurt, it hits. The circling hell, like fire it burns. The void I fall through, in darkness it turns.The tears that fall, they’re wet and cold. The darkness that follows is strong and bold. The mind in shatters, unwilling, it dies. My body in shackles, unhappy, it cries.The torment, the pain, in agony I scream The darkness is closing in on this dream. In pieces and broke, the mind high on life. The feeling of needing to end with a knifeIt’s over now I promise, the end finally near. Quiet now mind, the peace has come here. Don’t follow me there, it is not safe. I’m finally...

Enter the well. by Catherinex13, literature

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Enter the well.

Enter the well where all feelings dwell, and the hell that you feel shall cease Where the insane and in pain, surely will gain, their everlasting peace.Where the hate of your fate, surely can wait, at the top of the old stone And the feelings you feel, as you kneel at the base, will heal all on its own.Look over the base, and reveal your face, the space below divine But don’t fall in, or all your sin, will begin to climb the vine.But if you fall don’t you dare call, for all that saw were blind They know the need you felt to bleed; you are freed from your mind.The water below is cold as snow, as the flow drags you down By the time they find...

Help yet to come by Catherinex13, literature

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Help yet to come

No pain, no gain, it’s all the same I fear the heart I keep. They plead yet bleed when all is freed, can’t you see them weep?I want the fear of yesteryear to hear my tale of woe. I want to flee, I want to be, but all I see is snow.The bitter cold, it doth take hold of my old broken heart. I want the end to send and mend and take me back to start.The sorrows call and I doth fall on all the pain and fear. The darkness yields in fields of shields that I don’t wish to clear.The songs they sing and the birds white wing they swing into my view. And havens gate that as of late my fate is nothing true.I want the bell that rings in hell to tell you...

The Pain to stop by Catherinex13, literature

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The Pain to stop

"I just want the pain to stop..." she said this quietly while laying in his arms. she looked up weakly into his green eyes. He spoke sadly "baby..baby.. It`s ok...I`m here now, I`m always here. I`m always close.." she cried in his arms. the blood from her now cut open arms was flowing down his green jacket. Green was his favorite colour... The blood was dying it red. She cried as he tried to hold her closer. it was awkward a little. He wasnt strong enough to lift her. This he already knew. she tried to say his name but it didn't come out. He frowned "cat cat..." she looked up. He hadnt used that nickname in a while. She touched his slightl...

You`ll Never Know by Catherinex13, literature

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You`ll Never Know

I do not yell, and will not tell, but this hell is caused by you.I cannot say, but everyday I pay for silence that grew.The pain it dealt, it’s all I felt When I melt in the furious flame.It’s all I know to stand and show How low I’ve come in shame.The sadness here, came every year When a tear fell all alone.And yet I stand with shaking hand Before my broken throne.The tears I cry and years gone by They sigh in that deep cold.And all that waste and horrid haste When faced with what was told.But I will not yell and will not tell About the hell you caused.Because in this life, and in this strife This knife, cannot be paused.

You know you're obsessed with Organization XIII wh by Catherinex13, literature

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You know you're obsessed with Organization XIII wh

Edit, I understand that a lot of this should be changed since the realease of 358/2 days, Re:Coded, and Dream Drop Distance, I just dont have the time to do it.You know you're obsessed with Organization XIII when... (feel free to add more in the commemts, a new version of this will be released with more.)-you know all the members names, elements, and weapons in order.-you think of the Organization as one big family that play pranks on each other and have fun.-you can pronounce all of there names in English and in Japanese.-you know that Axel and Roxas are more or less gay for each other.-you look up pictures of them on deviantart in your ...

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I Hope by Catherinex13, literature

In All Time by Catherinex13, literature

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In All Time

Deep into that Darkness by Catherinex13, literature

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Deep into that Darkness

Tremblington Gate by Catherinex13, literature

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Tremblington Gate

Forgive by Catherinex13, literature

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Forgive

Enter the well. by Catherinex13, literature

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Enter the well.

Help yet to come by Catherinex13, literature

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Help yet to come

The Pain to stop by Catherinex13, literature

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The Pain to stop

You`ll Never Know by Catherinex13, literature

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You`ll Never Know

You know you're obsessed with Organization XIII wh by Catherinex13, literature

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You know you're obsessed with Organization XIII wh

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Feelings by Catherinex13, literature

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Feelings

You could write a novel About the feelings I contain Though you wouldnt sell a single book Because you all feel the sameIt is the hidden things that kill us The feelings we hide away It is the things that cant be written The things we could never sayNo one wants it written To read the feelings there Deep within our dying souls You think they would never careWe all have those secrets That marks our skin in scars They keep us alive, and kill us Till our eyes are dim, no longer bright stars

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About Catherinex13

Artist // Student // Artisan Crafts

Oct 2, 1994
United States
Deviant for 16 years
www.youtube.com/user/DarknessRiku13
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Favourite genre of music: rock, classical, soundtrack
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga/Fantasy
Personal Quote: Even if your Heart is in Darkness, there is always that one little light that makes it all worth it.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Within Temptation, Avenged Sevenfold, Linkin Park, Green Day.

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

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Catherinex13

Jan 15, 2018

Holy Hell I`ve been on this site for 9 years.

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Though you wouldn`t know it. My last journal update was in 2015 and I just deleted it. I just purged a good amount of my account. I keep deviantart as an always open tap n my computer. My poems are cringy at best and looking through my journal entries is even worse. It`s weird to think that deviantart was the first website I ever joined. I`ll keep the poems up since they are my onycopies but everything else will be deleted. I may add some new stuff if I ever get the motivation to do so. I was an art major in college so I do actually have stuff amazingly.Well see you in a minimum of 3 years.

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Catherinex13

May 17, 2013

Graduation

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Today was my last day of school. It was really kinda surreal. I mean don't get me wrong, i really wanted to leave that hellhole, but, 12 years of your life trekking back and forth to school for 180 days out of the year and then just stopping. its so weird...Since I am exempting all of my exams then my school year ended 3 days before most other people. I left the school today early just feeling a mix of happiness and detachment of a life I was so used to. I'm gonna wake up on Monday and think to myself "damn. i should be in school now...right?" especially as a perfect attendance student.Anyway, graduation is in exactly a week. That`s even m...

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Catherinex13

May 3, 2013

Devious Journal Entry

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Depression hurts, but suicide is never the answer. Though I may write about it a lot please don't take it seriously.. I'm not going to kill myself.. sometimes I want to, but I wont.. I write to let it out. To turn it into words that are bearable. Feelings can become strong but to be able to mold them into a mix of nonsensical words..oh i don't know.. I don't remember where I was heading with this...

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Oct 2, 2017

Happy Birthday! Have a good one!

Happy birthday!

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's October 2^ndwhich means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Happy birthday!

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's October 2^nd which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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