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It feels like it's been a long time. I can't reset and I refuse to give up. Although I will miss him, I will have to continue with the experience I've gained with Mr. Miyagi at my side.
RIP Mr. Miyagi.
You will be missed, my lil dumb dumb.
Sorry I haven't been regularly posting.
I lost a real one and I took an entire day to grieve.
That may seem either dumb or nothing for a lot of you, but, I literally could not cry for a very very long time. It's been almost 5 years since my last cry for myself. Not that I desire it because I'm selfish, but sometimes you NEED to cry. Be it a break up, a fight between you and someone else, a bad test score, the death of a loved one, learning about a lifelong ailment, abuse, torture, forced starvation, false imprisonment, sexual assault, etc. I feel like I would have been able to get through life a lot better if I could cry it out. (And if psychiatry was cheaper...)
I had an entire day to carry the sadness of Mr. Miyagi and it was good enough for that. I will live the rest of my life for the other burdens I have committed because sometimes it's too late to fully grieve.
Brown, male, Mantis Religiosa
f. 9/11/2021
d. 10/22/2021
10/23/2021