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BlueLight439

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 DO NOT REPOST OR USE MY ART WITHOUT PERMISSION. ALSO PLEASE DO NOT POST COMMENTS THAT ARE LIKE "THANK YOU FOR THE FAV", YOU'RE WELCOME, BUT I DON'T WANT MY PAGE TO BE FLOODED WITH THOSE.  Click "Show More" to see more information and the stamps on my bio. (I may make more edits to this (my bio) later.) My birthdate, country and gender/pronouns shown above are correct. https://en.pronouns.page/@bluelight439
Art Request Status & Rules here -> Click this if you want an art trade or point commission. (I don't do free art requests.)
Hi. I am a cat, alien, penis, demon, nerd, clown, water and artist. (I AM JOKING ABOUT MOST, IF YOU TAKE ALL OF THOSE SERIOUSLY, YOU'RE WEIRD) Thank you if you care enough to read. I'm a weird man who has been using this website for over a decade. Please check out my entire gallery, JUST KIDDING, do it only if you want. I like lots of cartoons and games, my profile of course doesn't show all of them. I like countless things in general, some examples being plush toys, music, science and nature... Please never ask me to watch you, it is annoying and makes me uncomfortable when people do that, you're not supposed to ask for watchers, you're supposed to earn them. I was diagnosed with autism (Asperger's type but I know it is a bad and outdated term) and depression when I was a child, please keep that in mind if you think I act weird in any sort of way, I can't help it. (about depression, I can guarantee that I'm never "unhappy for no reason" though, I always have tons of reasons to feel that way, childhood was the worst but my life always was and still is pretty yucky.) Not in childhood but later on I learned I also have annoying bpd. I don't know if I have anything else but I think I'm actually "normal" enough haha. I know talking about this is kind of ridiculous but I just try to look for explanations (not excuses) for my shitty actions from years ago and my "weirdnesses". Changing topic. Cute/adorable stuff, funny stuff (I like dark humour and dirty humour the most when it comes to comedy) and spooky/dark stuff are some of my favourite things. I'm INFP-T. I'm a leftist. I have spiritual beliefs but I'm very anti-religion, especially abrahamics. I'm a proud aromantic asexual.(I know myself better than you do ^^ btw I had (and still do) stamps on my profile saying I am asexual ever since this account was very newly created, but I've been aware of it way long before I created this account.) I am NOT a popular DA user, in fact I'm very much the opposite of "popular", don't be fooled by my watcher count, almost all of my watchers are inactive and I lost almost all of my DA audience as years passed (mainly because lots of people left this website).

I usually don't talk to anyone unless they come to me first. I still reply to a fair amount of the messages and comments I get but I prefer to not talk to people that much and also prefer to not make friends. Even if I'm actually very lonely, I'm too hurt and traumatised to give new people friendship chances, you probably wouldn't understand but I have too much bad experiences and knowledge, I'm also just trying to be careful. I can't be friends with you. Sorry. I'm here mainly to post things and look at things. Not socialising, talking to people or making friends, and I have very good reasons for this. But again, I still respond to messages and comments I get and I can still talk just a bit. Interacting with people can still feel nice even if I can't form actual friendships, sad... Maybe take a look at this post if you want to know more about why I decided to no longer make new friends.

Yes, I do have a Discord account, but I have friend requests turned off and I have no intends on turning them on, if you want to have me on Discord you will have to talk to me about it.

I'm definitely very unproud of how I was in 2015-2018 (the years before them too tbh, and 2019 on a much lesser extent), sorry if you witnessed the painful stupidity I had those years, I learned from the past and changed by now...I know I was an immature ignorant inconsiderate cruel dumbass. I feel extreme remorse and shame about how I was in the past and the dumb things and bad things I did back then, I'm nothing like how I was in the past, I completely changed, learned and matured, really...I'm not that person anymore, that's not me. I don't relate to or agree with any of the actual bad and stupid things I did... I very much hate that I ever did those things... (But you can't expect a direct apology from me if you won't reach out to me, sorry. Besides if you strongly think you should get an apology from me, there is a chance you're not one of those people I should apologise to and are instead one of the ones that are very much in the wrong lol, but just maybe.)

If you reply to any of my comments from 2015-2018 or stalk them, I will come to your place and steal your foods. No, seriously, I hate it when people do that. I was an idiotic teen those years and I'm not proud of some of my old comments/conversations on DA. Some are fun but some others are embarrassing. I have so much good DA memories from 2015-2017 though... I miss those stuff... 2 random opinions of mine: 1. I hate lies! . 2. Most dA updates suck donkey balls. The website was the best in like 2012-2015.
Yeah, I have hundreds of OCs but I don't post art related to them on DA. (I don't feel comfortable posting them on DA and I also know people wouldn't care.) My OCs are extremely dear to me. I use them in drawings and for some currently confidential/private works of fiction. When I see a small animal (a bug for example) at my home I try to take them outside safely. And I put small animals outside to safe places if they are at unsafe spots. I love fruits. I love most animals (humans aren't one of the ones I like). I like my art. I like science. I love toys and especially plushies and I have countless of them. If I ever make a grammar or spelling mistake please tell me. I'm also not so good at expressing myself and wording things in general, sorry.


Name: If you know, you know.

Birthday: January 6. I'm not listing my birth year or age anymore, because I HATE being seen or treated differently because of my age. I'll just say that I'm an adult, not a minor. Maybe I'll make my birth year public again one day, I don't know. If you know, you know.

Gender: I'm a guy. It's ok if you use "they" or "he" pronouns on me.

IQ level: 130 (Well... according to some hospital stuff. I used to kind of brag about this when I was a kid but I don't think much about it anymore, but I don't feel like removing this from my bio either.)

Current Residence: Earth, Turkey, İstanbul (No, English isn't my native language. My English knowledge has expanded every year though.)

Favourite genre of music: Instead of judging by genre I'll judge by the lyrics and how the music sounds. I like most types of music.

Favourite photographer: I like nature and animal photography and some other artistic ones.

Favourite style of art: CARTOOOON! Not too realistic detailed, 4 fingers and black dot pupils in white circle eyes for example. Anime is my 2nd fav. Fan of British and Japanese cartoon/art styles.

Operating System: Windows 10 prefered.

MP3 player of choice: My tablet and my computer.

Shell of choice: Sea shells ayy lmao. (i don't even know what this means)

Wallpaper of choice: Don't Hug Me I'm Scared laptop face.

Colour: Pale white. (yeah, this race/skin colour isn't that common in my country but i'm like that. Probably because I'm actually mostly European-Turkish biologically. Tbh, I look different from most Turkish people in general lol. I even act different from most of them and... stuff like that.) My eyes are medium brown and I have short dark blonde hair.

Favourite cartoon character: Don't make me write them all.

Personal Quote: fuck my life, my life is sexy. (and i have a lot more)
Random Fact: I hate the Eclipse layout and miss the old layout with all my heart. The old layout was easier and more comfortable and had a lot of great website features that Eclipse layout doesn't have.


I became an actual deviantart user in August 2012, though I had been browsing deviantart for a long time even before that point. I left deviantart in 2013 but then came back with this account in May 2015. This actually isn't my first account, but it is my main one that I have since May 2015.

friendly reminder: If person1 has told you bad things about person2, you shouldn't automatically hate on person2, <b>no matter what</b>. You should talk to person2 about it and see how true/false everything person1 has said are. Always listen to the both sides. Please.

 <s>A Very Unnecessary random info as a reward for reading my profile so much: I like having body hair. I added this bit when I was younger and I don't feel like removing lol.</s>

Original and Fanart Stamp
stamp: they/them pronouns
I Love Water Stamp
.:: Animal Rights Stamp V2 ::.
Hilda Stamp
Stamp: Adventure Time
We've all been there
Stamp - TrackPad User
If You're Gonna Accuse Me of Anything...
We're all equal Stamp
I Buy Plushies Stamp
Summer camp island stamp
Glad Being Introvert
Stamp: RIP Animal Friends (Challenge: Animal)
How ironic
My Head is a Very Dark Place Stamp
Garfield stamp
Dark Humor Stamp
Take it elsewhere stamp
Yume Nikki Stamp
Forgive and Forget
Human rights
.:Nothing Else Can Compare:.
Rick and Morty stamp
I actually can't be on here 24/7, okay?
I'm only human
SN
Rude to Me Online Stamp
Ghost Stamp
Puella Magi Madoka Magica Stamp
. sensitive stamp
Asperger's Stamp
Hi
Nature
Mother Stamp XP
I am not
I-Heart-Blue-Stamp
I Respect All Art Stamp Revamp
TAWOG: Double facepalm!
Turkey Stamp
Off Stamp
Grumpy Cat Stamp
Rainbow Stamp
Agender stamp
Bloo has cookers :DONT FAVE:
All Hail Mandy
I'm more anti-social than I seem.
Asexual stamp
Dont Hit on Me Stamp
Over the Garden Wall
Mickey Mouse 2013 (Character) Stamp
HUMANITY, STOP SUCKING
I Love Magic
Hero complex
AKARIIIN -animated stamp-
Disconnected Stamp
-Stamp / Vocaloid.
I Support Imagination stamp
Stamp: Immaturity?
For SCIENCE Stamp
DHMIS
no. 25
Stamp - Respect
LGBT Rights, don't agree GTFO
i shower naked stamp
No. Thank ME.
Porn Stamp
Wal-Mart isn't sexy
Pinata Stamp
Fck Stamp
deviantART sucked my dick
My First Stamp
vague stamp is vague
True friends stamp
Jenny stamp
Fruit is Good Stamp
Ask, Don't Assume Stamp
Silliness Stamp
I love Comedy stamp
10
Smiley Party Stamp
Winter II
Learn from your mistakes
Courage The Cowardly Dog Stamp
Aromantic Stamp
plushie lover stamp
I do not have to be nice to be all the time Stamp
Agender masculine stamp
Im Gunna Brig Up Da Pazt 4 U Did 2 Meh!!!!
Penguins are god damn cute.
... Cookies - Stamp
owl stamp
Music is my life stamp
I Support Cute Things's Stamp
Bunny Omnomnom
STAMP Makka Pakka2
Not from this planet
Stamp: Tornado Love
Individuality
I Support Horror stamp
Cat Owner Stamp
Cat Owner Stamp

 I may add more stamps to my bio later. I mostly just fav stamps instead of adding them to my bio.

If you think any of this is "TMI", remember you're the one who decided to read my bio.



:helpdesk:Please, DON'T thank me for favourites with "thank you for fav" type of comments, you don't need to...you're welcome...I fav because I like it. But I really hate this kind of comments on my userpage...if you listened to this widget you are awesome. (Yes, I get disappointed so much because I'm tired of my profile getting flooded with these.):star-half:


Favourite Visual Artist
Becky Sloan, Kikiyama
Favourite Movies
Mostly animated kids movies, comedy movies, and horror movies that don't suck.
Favourite TV Shows
Some cartoons (some examples, not all; Adventure Time, Jang Geum's dream, Summer Camp Island, Rick and Morty, Hilda, TAWOG, Foster's home)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Erasure, Simple Plan, Twenty One Pilots, Sarah Brightman, Evanescence, Mystery Skulls, Vocaloid songs, Rebzyyx, hoshie star, Ghost, Dope, anime songs, video game musics. I enjoy most types of music tbh.
Favourite Books
I'm not much into reading but...cartoon styled comic books and manga? and some good fanfictions..
Favourite Games
video games (especially RPGs and mostly horror/wacky RPGs) (some examples, not all; Yume Nikki, Mother series, OFF, Sonic)
Favourite Gaming Platform
My computer.
Tools of the Trade
Paint Tool Sai, Paint.NET, FireAlpaca, MSPaint (whenever im lazy to use the other ones) and...MONEY???
No, this isn't about me leaving deviantart, I didn't leave. This isn't about my art either. I still check deviantart, I will still upload fanart on here. This is about something more personal, related to people's interactions with me. The long version of this post is this, it gives so much more answers and explanations, but this short version doesn't go deep.The thing is... I don't think I can or should make friends anymore. I won't make friends anymore for sad reasons. I'm no longer in a mental state in which I can befriend people. But I'm still keeping the only people I have left. I'm too hurt, distrustful and traumatised to give new people friendship chances. I'm not open to befriending people, I can't be friends with you, I'm sorry. I've been hurt so, so, so, so much. Things always go wrong, end badly. I don't want to get hurt anymore, I'm already immensely broken, I can't take it anymore and my suffering shouldn't get any worse... I acknowledge the harsh facts and give up... This
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No, this isn't about me leaving deviantart, I didn't leave. This isn't about my art either. I still check deviantart, I will still upload fanart on here. This is about something more personal, related to people's interactions with me. I tried not to do too much trauma dumping, but I couldn't have talked about this in a clear way without bringing up certain things, so I kept it to a necessary amount. I know this is long, this can't be explained properly without it being at least a bit long, though I know this ended up being more than just a bit long... Yes, I already know either no one or a small amount of people will read this, I don't mind, I don't aim to get the attention of so many people, you don't have to read this at all if you've never personally known me or if you've never thought of being friends with me, this is here for whoever would care enough to read it and whoever would want to be friends with me, it's fine as long as people don't say unwanted types of things to me. I'm
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Hi. The title is random for my own amusement. Some announcements no one cares about, I guess. Wow, this took long to write...Years ago, I put them in storage, but semi-recently I put a lot of my Battle for Dream Island and Inanimate Insanity fan arts from years ago back up in my deviantart gallery, they're public again. Yuppieeee. Why were they put in storage and stayed in storage for so long? Because that community made me feel unsafe, it can be so toxic, nasty and annoying. Also, not all of them are back, I didn't feel comfortable with certain ones being public anymore, I left those ones in storage. Why are they back? Because I don't mind anymore. I shouldn't have to keep my nice and proud fan arts of those shows to myself. So yeah... you can take a look at them if you want to. I will add two personal favourites of mine here. Lack of art uploads is all because of the same reasons. Not feeling like drawing, lacking ideas... I've sadly been pretty unproductive for a long time, both
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Warning. Probably almost nobody noticed, but some random person on wikia/fandom.com is impersonating me. He is lying, I am not him or his brother, and I was the one who 'recommended' Six, Salt Lamp and some other characters to this show years ago. 1. https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/382913928088518657/1187753361676697682/image.png 2. https://battlefordreamisland.fandom.com/wiki/User:Bluelight432
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Hello... this art of mine  was featured in the video of Ocean Bridge - Destiny. The song is a LGBT positive message. I wanted to post about it here since I think this musical project deserves more attention and that seeing the video cheered me up a tiny bit when I was miserable (I'm still miserable).And if anyone cares, sorry about not posting much. I post only fanart on DA and I've been pretty uninterested in drawing fanart, I've been more interested in drawing stuff related to my own characters. Don't get the wrong idea, I still like those countless cartoons and games, but yeah. It's not just that either, I also don't make art in general that much/often due to loss of passion, not feeling like doing it, demotivation and lack of ideas. Boo... It would be nice if that changed. I will still post if or when I make more fanart though. And I'm still very proud of a lot of the stuff I posted here. I'd like it if I made a good number of more cool art in 2023, both fanart stuff and original
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Happy belated birthday

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HELP I KEEP SEEING YOU ON RARE NAME ACCOUNTS 😭😭

BlueLight439's avatar

I'm the main character of this website.

TellaHime's avatar

Happy belated birthday

BlueLight439's avatar

Thanks! When is yours?

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Geez i'm one day behind i'll have to program your birthday to remember it but Happy Birthday :party:partyKirby Icons (Cake!)Kirby Icons (Cake!):ihavecaek::airborne::hug: