BabyTooth--x

"Go after her. Fuck don't just sit there and wait for her to call, go after her 'cause that's what you should do if you love someone, don't wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don't let people happen to you, don't let me happen to you, or her, she's not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people i might have loved had they gotten on the airplane, or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me RIGHT NOW and 'cause they cannot regret this and i always thought i'd be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to...

"And it came to me then, that we were wonderful traveling companions. But in the end, we were no more than lonely lumps of metal in their own separate orbits.From far off they look like beautiful shooting stars, but in reality they're nothing more than prisons, where each of us is locked up alone, going nowhere. But when the orbits of these two satellites of ours happen to cross paths, we could be together.Maybe even open our hearts to each other.But that was only for the briefest instant. In the next instant we would be in absolute solitude. Until we burned up and became nothing."- Sputnik Sweetheart.juliejuliejuliejuliejuliejuliejuliejul...

It's 2.30 a.m. and i'm typing for talking. Feeling proper mental, like, 'how am I allowed out in public?' mental and today my mom put some Disney bobby pins in my hair with no order or explanation, and i'm only assuming the intention was to match me to my own mental state, so at least now she can say i don't go out in public 'cause of my shit hair. I know. How embarrassing. Man, i could be sleeping, or working, or hell, sitting on my floor drinking all the drink i promised i wouldn't, making stupid phone calls to stupid people about stupid things. Maybe using the verbal is just as good as swigging the physical? Instead i'm lying here in a ...