here, there

hello deviants,

i'm excited to write here about stephan, who's been so kind as to gift me premium membership that'll last me through next year's summer. just how generous people around here can be .. it is beyond me, seriously.

things have been quite hectic last couple of months. been shooting two weddings and a third one's coming up.
so, among processing photos of newly weds, i'm also planning a late summer shoot, at a lake nearby.
hoping for hell temperatures so we can dive around freely.

you'd think all these are premises for a jazzy state of mind or some sort. it ain't, though.
emotional wreck is the word of this month. oversleeping, overdrinking, overthinking.
whatever seems to compensate.

i don't seem to find any good music anymore,
that used to help.

meanwhile, i'm going to browse some of the 3000something new deviations around here.

yours truly,
ana.