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My gaze is fixed ahead The cage that held me for so long At last the door begins to open And yet I stare I cannot moveMy eyes burn as tears stream down Tremors raze me from within A cry of pain so loud it deafens But there is silence, stillness I do not moveI feel nothingNot a lack of feeling But a physical absence A tangible void I feel it It is thereNothing is thereStabbed without a blade Shot without a gun I have not been pierced Yet a piece of me is missing GoneMy soul is goneI could reach inside and touch it The emptiness is there I feel, too real The object The thing inside meI feel nothingMy eyes stay locked ahead The gate is open F...

I can no longer hide What I am inside I am what I am And what I am now is outOut in the light Where I don't want to be But it's harder for me To stay locked awayIn the closet, the coffin The dark of my soul It's eating me whole So I must let it outYes I'm a creature From legends of old My blood runneth cold My fangs sharp as knivesYes I'm a lover Of women like me Our soft supple forms Move my dead heart to beatHer hands on my hips Her blood on my lips Her breath on my neck Sweet ecstasyAs we lay down together In sapphic embrace My lips downward trace Her heavenly formOur bodies entwined Our hearts beat in sync I hardly can think For the pl...

Warrior That's a good word for me Fighting for those I care about But what do I do When those I care about Are killing me?Flower That's a good word for me An object of beauty In a world of darkness But I'm just an object And these petals are growing heavyAngel That's a good word for me A guardian A savior A sacrificial pawnMy brilliant wings Long since broken Long since rotted away So why do I keep flying? Why should I keep flying?Please tell meMyself for everyone But no one for me Where is my flower? My warrior? My angel?Why should I keep fighting?Toy That's a good word for me A thing for bringing happiness But discarded when broken No on...